im gonna love you more than anyone

American University of Paris

2008-04-03T01:58:00.000-07:00

I am so happy and thankful cos I passed AUP!!! I need to go to Paris in May or April because I am required to take Intensive English Program(most international students are required to take the program) hehe

I just need to fix my financial aid thingie and I am ready to go!!

Choices

2008-03-18T00:15:00.000-07:00

In a few more days, or weeks, I am going to leave the school where I spent the 13 years of my life. Im going to graduate High School(tho the fact that im going to graduate isn't really sinking in). It's a relief,tho Im going to miss my school and of course my friends. Senior Year wasn't really the best of my high school life, but yes,im going to miss it. We are all going to leave and take different paths and directions. I know that we will meet again someday. A priest once said, "nothing will ever be the same again" sad, but true. We just have to accept the fact that all of us are going to change one way or the other.

College. The word's really giving me goosebumps. But in a good way tho. Im going to start a new life, meet new friends and start a new life in a new place.

I am not yet sure where am I going to study. American University of Paris (International Communications or Psychology) University of Asia and the Pacific (Integrated Marketing Communications) or University of Sto. Tomas (Medical Technology)

American University of Paris
International Communications or Psychology

I really am INLOVE with this school. I already put my whole heart there. Besides the fact that it is located in Paris, I really fell in love with the school and of course my course hehehe :)) Another reason why I want to go there because I know God will open doors for me once I graduate college, and also because I want to be independent and I know Im going to experience a lot things. I know that studying in AUP means spending big amounts of money, but I know that my college life in American University of Paris will be worth it. Plus I want to study in a new country and of course meet different people from different countries and there's no reason for me to stay here.

University of Asia and the Pacific
Integrated Marketing Communications

It is an okay school But I really don't like my course here cos I am not a business person. The course is more focused on business (and Im not sure if I really like the school either, it is also because of the crowd) I know that this is a good school but my heart isn't there.

University of Santo Tomas
Medical Technology

I've always wanted to be a doctor/surgeon, a cardiologist or neurologist, to be more specifi. But now, I am not sure if I still want to be. I don't know if I'm fulfilling my dreams or other people's dreams. Last summer, my mind heart were set that I'm going to be a doctor. But now, I am not yet sure. Part of me wants me to but the other part says that I should go in a different direction. I am also not even sure if this is my passion. Everytime I watch shows like Grey's Anatomy, it made feel that I should be a doctor. One time we went to a hospital to visit my friend Julie, and when I saw her doctor, I told myself, someday I am going to be like that, like a doctor. Now I am not sure

What I want to be in the next 5-10 years list

Academy Award winning, Golden Globe winner etcetera actress
Fashion Magazine editor-in-chief
Tony Award winning,etcetera actress
E! News, The Insider, Entertainment Tonight, Daily 10 etcetera host
MTV TRL host
CNN news caster
anything related to fashion
Cardiologist
Neurologist
Pediatrician
Rich,Famous and Glamorous

I don't want to write the IP paper

2008-02-03T06:51:00.000-08:00

I hate our admin for requiring us to do an investigatory project. I don't want to go to school. My brain cells are not working anymore. I mean why do they have to require us something we dont want to do? Why do they want us suffer? Why oh why????????????

I AM SORRY IM NOT THAT GOOD ENOUGH

2008-01-28T02:14:00.001-08:00

I am not going to be a NURSE and that's FINAL. I don't want to be a nurse. I can't be a nurse because being a nurse isnt really my passion. I have other things that I want in life. Part of me wants to be a doctor and the other part of me wants to be someone else. used to imagine while watching Grey's Anatomy or any med related shows,that someday, I, too,will become like them. I want my parents to be proud of me because their daughter's going to be a doctor. I am or I was going to be the first female doctor in our family. Now they finally realized that there's only a slight chance of their daughter being a doctor.

A lot of people want me to be a doctor. I am so sorry Ive disappointed most of you

Maybe this one's not really my calling..

Bad News,Good News

2008-01-26T19:34:00.000-08:00

Bad News first: I didnt pass my first choice in UST which is Nursing

Good News: Im on waiting list for my second choice in UST which is Medical Technology. So there's still hope

SAT Reasoning Test

2008-01-25T22:56:00.000-08:00

I took the SAT Reasoning Test today in ISM. I saw Mikee and Pat,an old schoolmate. she was from mc too. The test was fine I guess. I was a bit nervous of course. The essay was fine too I guess. Im a bit tired. Hello American University of Paris!! =]

Yesterday,Liana celebrated her birthday at E-Lanes, Greenhills with Chica B's,Julie and CJ. Yummey!! lalalove the food! played bowling. Hahaha. I now know how to play bowling!

It's a good thing that things between her and me are okay. I guess we are friends again. Besides, I really really miss her. Praise God! T-ann and I are friends again and because our batch's the overall champion! (INTRAMS)!! Im soo happy

I MISS YOU

2008-01-21T03:26:00.000-08:00

Lately Ive been watching Gossip Girl's season finale. One of the saddest yet the best endings. watched it for the nth time and of course I cried.

I really miss my original HS clique. These days we've been busy with school,academics and we don't have time for each other anymore. Just like what Abbie said, I miss you guys. I miss the old us.

Yeah,we sit together every recess and lunch, but that's just it. We barely talk. I miss the old us. I miss the good timesss. What's goin to happen to us? We only have a few weeks here in high school. What will happen to us in college? Yeah. I guess our bond's not really that tight yet. I want to make these last days in high school the best one since Ill be studyin in Paris.

and you. youre one of my best friends. You changed a lot and I miss you so much. I miss hanging out with you. I miss the "commuting" with you and without that guy. I guess your happy and just like what Kyla said, if I really care for you, I should let you go, if you are really happy. and I guess youre happy. But I really miss you. To be honest, I don't really like that guy. NOT because he's your boyfriend or anythinn, and not because he's taking you away from me. But you barely know him. You met him a few weeks ago. Basta I don't like him. Why did you give up so easily. N's the one for you, not him. He's good for you and that guy,he takes you away from us. I miss you so much. You keep on ignoring me nowadays. You don't even call me or IM me. Where's the old you? I really miss her. I know youll never get to read this because you don't even read my blog. I miss you. I really do....

Fit In

2008-01-05T01:04:00.000-08:00

I guess I will never fit in. I've tried so hard to fit in. I want to leave the bad memories behind. I want to leave the phils for good.

It's not even my dream school

2008-01-04T18:59:00.000-08:00

ACET Results are out today.

woke up at around 10 am and checked the results online.

The results arent available

But it was available 3 hours ago.

I dunno if it's the official list (the one shown 3 hours ago)

So there's still hope

I guess....

Happy 2008

2007-12-31T12:33:00.000-08:00

Happy New Year everyone! Goodbye 2007 Hello 2008. Im going to welcome 2008 with arms wide open.

2008 is goin to be THE BEST YEAR EVER. =]
I want to thank my family and friends for always being there for me. Im goinn to miss you all.

Here's a quick recap of some of the memorable moments in 2007:

got my Starbucks planner
received my iPod video *gift from my parents; color black 30 gb. bought in Japan
Dad's birthday
Mom's birthday
My Prom: A Movie Script Ending @ Makati Shang RiLa. It was hella fun, a memorable night
wrote an article for the dove campaign and got a free statement t-shirt
MSA days. i miss my MSA friends
Fontana summer 2007 with my relatives. Erika Maxene's and Tita Emma's bday celebration
Erika Maxene's birthday
tita Fely's birthday
Cheska's Birthday
summer with my family;;gotta love 'em
new digital camera for my brotha. Canon Ixus
The birth of chanelhearts,pinkmajesty etc
Junior Retreat @ Taytay. A Walk with Mary. good timess
I passed the GEOM exam; 4th quarter
Ahead days
KIDS. I love them
Chica B's forever
eastwood with Chica B's
Abbie's birthday@her house.got drunk
Julie's birthday@ gateway
CJ's birthday @ TriNoma
T-ann's birthday @ her house
Jema's bday ;; her treat
Maui's bday;; her treat
Kyla's bday;; @ YellowCab. bonding with Sir Jayson and Apes :))
Block seven's not block anymore. NEW CLASSMATES
Senior year = our last year in MC high
last first day of school
Banaag no more
new classmates ;; IV-2
new friends
Adobe Photoshop and Deviantart days;;gotta love my works
my multiply layouts;;
a lot of DRAMA.
Econ play// nominated Best actress;; lollipop awards
IV -2 friends; gotta love 'em too
last Retreat in highschool;; Batangas;; bondinn with my 4th year friends
UPCAT
a lot of crammin during quizzes,tests and entrance examinations
UA&P
ACET
Julius Caesar shootinn days;; brutus here
Julius Caesar filminn days;; sleepover @ shelley's house. with teh. got drunk. vodka.wine
Julius Caesar filminn @ Bo's and @ entrep caf
Julius Caesar act 4;;wasnt able to present our vid presentation :(. hella tirinn
I lost kuya's digital camera :((
Linggo ng Wika and College Day celebration;; didnt go to school
USTET
A- in Trigonometry
Last Fair in MC.didnt wear a costume. dolphin rides ;]
last sembreak;;hs @ pampanga with relatives
I lost my iPod.my baby :(( PE time. November 6,2007
ARP groupmates Aleya and Patti;; best group ever
ARP notecards dayss
ARP writinn the paper days;; @ BO's and @ Patti's house\\bonding days
Gossip Girl;; gotta love the show
Birth of IssaTheFashionista and FashionBella blogs by yours truly
lovin fashion'
Filipino presentation of Biang's group . twas funny :))
UA&P results;; accepted
Farm visit @ Batangas;;fun. watched I will always love you
birth of my myspace and facebook accounts;;
SAT Subject Tests @ International School Manila
UCLA application deadline
Kuya's birthday
last Christmas party in HS;; gotta love 'em gifts
bought the Belle de Jour planner;;lovesss it
bought the GoNuts DoNuts planner;; lovesss it
My 17th birthday treat@ Mall of Asia\\lunch@ Pizza Hut.panna cotta\\Global Fun Carnival;; my treat with the Chica B's and CJ and Julie;;meetinn place @ Abbie's house
Sleepover of the year@ Abbie's house;;same day//minus CJ
Seventeen Candles for me! <3
Simbang Gabis
Christmas 2007 <3 with my relatives and kuya\\ Jesus' birthday
Christmas @pampanga
Grey's anatomy marathon
gotta love AUP <3
gotta love Paris
end of year 2007. it was a memorable one.

Merry Christmas

2007-12-24T08:57:00.000-08:00

Wishin everyone a Happy and meaningful Christmas! Today's the birthday of our Savior,Jesus Christ!

Share the love to everyone!!
have fun!!!

and most impt, enjoy this day!

Seventeen Candles

2007-12-23T01:58:00.000-08:00

Im not really expectinn anythin'. Im tired of expectinnn.

I dont want to be sad on my birthday,which is by the way,today

Im stil hopin my friends would call me......

Tis the time not to be sad..

Watchin FRIENDS rerun

Thanks to those who greeted me happy birthday

I really appreciate the greetings

17 Candles

2007-12-22T20:41:00.000-08:00

Today's my birthday! Happy Birthday to me!!I really dunno what Im doin here,so I better go!! Tatah! :)

16 years and 364 days

2007-12-21T08:38:00.000-08:00

I cant believe in less than 24 hours im goin to be 17. Im gettinnn old

My christmas break is oh so boring. Need to do somethin really productive.

went to Global Fun Carnival with mah friends last Wednesday

Lovinn the gifts

I have 2 planners: One from Belle de Jour and one from Go Nuts
slept over @ abbie's house

wanna party, but I cant. Im broke. Hahahaah

Maybe study for the SAT? which is on January 26. Tis the time not to be lazy.

got my SAT II results. I dunno if my scores are somethin to be proud of.

I AM going to study in UCLA,USC or American University of Paris

Lalalalalove California,London and Paris <3

Why ME?

2007-12-15T00:06:00.000-08:00

Am I the most unluckiest person in the universe. Just watched Just My Luck a few minutes ago.

Why does it always have to be me of all people??

:(

My birthday is just a few weeks away

I just want everythin to be okay

This is how much I love California

2007-12-11T03:39:00.000-08:00

I want to study in California next year! I want it sooooo much. I want to study there.!!!!

I hate english IV forever.

2007-12-08T06:08:00.001-08:00

I dont want to write the fuckin english paper anymore. Im running out of ideas and I am not into writing papers and stuff. I mean c'mon! This is an ENGLISH class not a HUMANITIES class. We should study grammar and literature instead of social justice!!!! I hate english iv more than i hate english iii .

The book im currently reading is " it had to be you". I bought it yesterday because i can't wait. Its on my wishlist but Im not sure if my "mommy" will buy that for me. Hahaha. So instead, I asked her to buy me the Wicked book.

I just received the package from collegeboard containing the official sat study guide. The book is so thick that I have to start studying. Im going to study and read the book after the exams and after reading the gossip girl book

Anyway, I passed UA&P na hahaha

Today's the birthday of my brotha. Happy birthday kuya luigi. Im sorry for not being a good younger sister.

My birthday is just a few weeks away. Hope this'll be the best birthday ever and am hoping to receive more gifts this year.

Here's my Christmas and Birthday wishlist:

Happiness
World Peace
Love
High Grades
2nd Honor and Exemplary Behavior Award/s
Acceptance letters from UP,Ateneo,UA&P,UST,Princeton,Cornell,UCLA,USC,Harvard :)
Summer 2008 Europe Trip plus 5,000-10,000+++ euros shopping spree 8->
iPhone!!
iPod Touch
new digital camera
high SAT score/s
Kimora Lee Simmon's closet :)) 8->
T-Mobile Sidekick
Wii I want I want!! my cousin is goin back to Ireland na :( gusto ko ng Wii
Chanel quilted purse
Kate Moss Topshop clothes
Plastic Aint My Bag Bag
Anya Hindmarch's Im Not A Plastic Bag Bag
Smashbox,MAC and Nars Makeup Set
Tokidoki stuffs
Roberto Cavalli for H&M clothes
David Yurman necklace
a new laptop
MacBook
Tokidoki Le Sportsac stroller :D
charger for my old laptop
Macromedia Dreamweaver
One year subscription of Vogue magazine
One year subscription of Teen Vogue magazine
One year subscription of Harper's Bazaar mag
One year subscription of Elle magazine
One year subscription of People magazine
One year subscription of InStyle magazine
One year subscription of Preview magazine
One year subscription of Seventeen Philippines magazine
Clandestine Industries for DKNY jeans hoodie
Marc Jacobs Stam Bag
Roberto Cavalli aviators
F.R.I.E.N.D.S. Season 1-10 DVDs
Chanel sunglasses
Zac Posen Purse
sketchpad
Godiva chocolates
a car :)
more designer clothes,bags and shoes
Hermes Birkin Bag
Adobe Photoshop CS3 cd
Juicy Couture stuffs
Dior Princess Ring
Shopping spree
Gift certificates from Harrods,Saks,Barney's,Sephora,Neiman Marcus,Powerbooks etc. :)) 8->
more DVDs
Chocolates :D
a year supply of candies and chocolates
more blessings from God :D
more to come :))
Wicked book
iPod classic 160 GB
my OLD iPod video (30GB)
Belle de Jour Power Planner 2008
Starbucks Planner
a domain
Blackberry phone

California

2007-12-01T04:07:00.000-08:00

Ever since I was a kid,Ive always been dreaming of studying in California. I love almost everything about California. I always wanted to live there and study there. I want to study there! I WANT TO STUDY IN UCLA. I LOVE UCLA U-C-L-A U-C-L-A. I love thee California.
I will study there next year! 2008!!!

I also want to live somewhere in London and I want to be a brit. Their accent is just so sexy like and I also love everything about London and Paris,of course. I will,after graduating from UCLA,live there. HAHA or maybe in Paris?

Everything about New York,Los Angeles,London and Paris are/is fabbity fab.

UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!
UCLA HERE I COME!!

22 days to go until my birthday.

The SAT

2007-11-30T22:36:00.000-08:00

I took the SAT Subject Test today. Arrived at the IS Manila at around 6am. I saw Golda,Leah,Genie and the tanjangco twins. Went upstairs and fall in line at around 745 am ish. Took the exam at Little Theater Room with Leah and the twins. The Math Level 1 was fine. Biology and Chemistry was a bit hard.

saw a lot of hotties there hahah
Pray for me

I WANT UCLA. I want to get in. UCLA here I come!!

Read

2007-11-30T05:50:00.001-08:00

The SAT Subject Test

2007-11-30T05:06:00.000-08:00

I am going to take the SAT II TOMORROW. Apparently, I am nervous. As in nervous. God, please help me. I really want this. I really want a high score for my SAT. I want - I am going to study in UCLA. That's my dream school, as in I really want to study there.

Today's the deadline of the application form for the SAT. I didnt know that the deadline is today. So last night, I applied online, submitted the application. But there were information that I didnt notice na mali,so nagemail ako sa kanila about the application.

Please pray for me. I want to get in. I want a high SAT grade

Sana helpful yung stock knowledge ko.

University of California Los Angeles, Here I COME!!! (this Fall 2008)

Are you my friend?

2007-11-21T04:27:00.000-08:00

Just a quick rant

Why does it always have to be like this?

Are you using me? Because if you're my friend you aint gonna use me. BUT you are USING ME. When was the last time that I asked a favor from you and you said no. Giddy.I hope you understand. I have feelings too yenno.

if you are my friend.then please dont use me and dont ever try to HURT my feelings

im really sorry

Belle de Jour, I want

2007-11-20T04:35:00.000-08:00

Omg! Im dying to have one. I cant wait for my own Belle de Jour 2008 Power Planner. My friend and I were supposed to go to gateway yesterday,pero I asked my friend to buy me nalang instead. The thing is she went to trinoma yesterday and the planner was out of stock (there's no powerbooks in gateway,but there is one in trinoma) then I checked their website again and found out that they sell the planners in fullybooked too! omg!there's a fullybooked in gateway but the other thing is the money for my planner is with my friend and she's going to trinoma this saturday or friday

OMGEEEEEE

I cant wait! I want mine and I want it right now! HAHAHA

I really miss my iPod!!:((

I want my iPod back!!!!!!!

I also want a new iPod {iPod classic}

I Miss my iPod soo much

2007-11-18T07:46:00.000-08:00

I messaged my parents(through YM) about what happened to my beloved iPod a few hours ago. They called me(through YM,again) and apparently, theyre really disappointed.I know I should have told them about my ipod few days or weeks ago,but I couldnt tell them. Part of the reason was because I was afraid to tell them. They are really mad. The whole world is mad at me right now,even my brother. How can I move on? They(parents and bro) are all mad at me. They dont trsut me anymore and it is all my fault (and my klepto friend's fault)

I really need to talk to her

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2007-11-14T03:20:00.001-08:00

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Is this a sign part 2?

2007-11-13T02:31:00.000-08:00

Is this a sign? I really dont know. My life's been depressing these past few days, should I confront her about the incident last tuesday?I want to but I dont know how. I need help, and she needs help too...

I miss my baby

2007-11-06T05:07:00.000-08:00

Things are pretty messed up.

I should not have brought my iPod with me today in school, because I lost my baby Issa!!Last night I stayed up late just to update and download songs for my iPod but now she's gone!

Someone stole my iPod and I am sure she's my classmate. I swear and I know who the klepto is.

To make things worse she is part of my clique. I mean, Ill forgive her,but damn, please return my baby Issa. I miss her so much. She's the only one that I have and now you took her away from me. I wont get mad or anything,just give me my iPod back. I wont get mad because I understand that you have problems. We all have problems

I don't want to report you to the YLC because I dont want you to get a major offense. But please return all those things youve stolen from us. I wont get mad. I think you really need help and if you think that we are mad,youre wrong because we are all really worried and concerned. JUST PLEASE PAY ME OR GIVE ME MY IPOD BACK

or else.

Sembreak

2007-10-29T12:21:00.000-07:00

Happy Sembreak

We're only given a week to rest and it sucks. Cant wait for college, Ive heard they have a really long sembreak!

Ok,its already 3 in the morning and I am still downloading the Macromedia Dreamweaver- it is an application where you can make your layouts for your websites

The reason why I am blogging right now is because I am bored,since I have not made an update, Ill make one.

Last Thursday-Friday were our last fair days as a high school student. Ok, i am not really a fan of high school fairs, so I'll just say the fair was boring. I didnt go to school last Friday(We were required to attend the thursday fair) and I went to the saturday due to my shift. Ugh. I got my retainers last saturday. Hahaha. I am not yet getting used to my new retainers because I have to brush my teeth every time I eat. (i feel so yucky if i dont brush it whenever I eat) Haha! Then Abbie and I saw a really cute guy but he's a sophomore! But he looks really hot

Then last Sunday, I took my USTET. I woke up 5am-ish then went to UST with my cousin Hanna. We almost got lost because the campus is really BIG. and it is in Manila and I dont know anything about the place.We rode at the pedicab. Whew. The exam's kinda easy(I dont want to say twas really easy) . a bit easy. We got hungry after the exams so we decided to eat lunch at a mall.

We were supposed to have our barkada's sleepover but it didnt push through because Maui can't come. So I stayed home and updated my fashion blog. Tee Hee.

Im in dire need of money! I want to buy a lot of things and I want to go to Europe sooo bad. I want to go there! and I want to go shopping! Im in dire need of new clothes!!! I may sound like a brat but I really have and in need to buy new clothes. My clothes here are so old, because I dont have time to go to the mall(im too lazy to go to the mall)

55% of 1 file and its already 3.30

Huh.

I need a laptop.

BTW, This site might not be updated for a while since I will be updating my fashion blog instead. Hee Hee.

and I need some privacy too yenno. No more daily blahs for now

Bye Bye

58% and its already 3.32 am

Happy Halloween!!

Metal Mouth No More

2007-10-22T03:20:00.000-07:00

Im going to make this one quick. I just want to blurt this one out but Im not wearing braces anymore!! Yey for me! It was such a relief not worrying on how food would stuck between my braces. and now, im metal-free!{oh, okay, Im still going to wear retainers, but its different}

yeah. so that's it. im gonna go because we have a LT in Trigo tom!!

Gossip Girl is the hottest TV series and book series ever!!!

Hahaha!

Oh I think I need to buy more books!!

Powerbooks here I come!!

My USTET is on Sunday na. Oh no! Im going to study na!!
Hehehe

K bye.

BTW

I think im going to turn my answer blog into a fashion blog. Hahahah!!

Since no one's really asking a question

K bye

The Best so far..

2007-10-17T09:05:00.000-07:00

Gossip Girl is the best tv series ever! [and FRIENDS too].

Im currently downloading the episodes though Ive watched it already.

But its fun too watch though im not yet finish reading the 6th or 7th book? omg. I am a late bloomer. Blame projects for that. Haha! I need to catch up!

and Im in dire need of a FRIENDS dvd (season 1 -10) !! I want the original one of course.

and Im in dire need to go to Paris!
Facebook,Adobe Photoshop, Myspace are my new loves. Haha!

Oh well, I gotta go. Its already 12 mn and we still have school tomorrow.

BTW, my SAT is on December 1.
Hahaha

im not really excited for next week[fair because of the hot weather]

but im excited for the sembreak yeah!

though sembreak is only one week for us high school students

I will go to Europe

I shall go to Europe

I will go to Europe this summer 2008!!

I want to study in Princeton or UCLA or NYU or UP or Ateneo or UST or UA&P or USC

bye!!

Wishlist

2007-10-15T04:53:00.000-07:00

Since my birthday is just a few months away. im going to put here the things that I want to receive =)

a digital camera
a laptop. Macbook
a high/excellent SAT score
a trip to Europe [summer 2008]
iPhone
Gossip Girl Books [set]
more clothes
a new cellphone
Adobe Photoshop CS3
FRIENDS Season 1-10 DVD
good/positive UPCAT,ACET,UA&PCET,USTET Results
high grades
a boyfriend hahaha
a new dress, a party dress
Scanner,photo printer
iPod speaker
iPod headphones
iPod leather case (original)
a Chanel purse
The A-List Books Set
more books :D
HAPPINESS
LOVE
high grades
2nd honor
awards
and a lot more :)

PATIENCE IS NOT MY VIRTUE

2007-10-11T09:11:00.000-07:00

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europe

2007-10-10T03:29:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO GO TO EUROPE!!!!!!!

Series of Unfortunate Events

2007-09-28T02:54:00.000-07:00

Ive been living without a cellphone for almost a month now.

Last Thursday, I lost my brother's camera. I think there's a thief in our class. I want to know who the thief is.

Anyways, we started shooting for our Julius Caesar video presentation last week and it ended last Tuesday- my classmate and I portrayed the two biggest roles,Brutus and Cassius. Also,it was last tuesday when my classmate and I slept over at Shelley's place to finish the vid presentation. We finished shooting the video at around 4 am. We also got drunk (there's a scene where we have/had to drink wine). Last wednesday, we planned to dub the video presentation,but we didn't because our classmate was absent. My classmate Joy edited the video presentation but she wasn't able to finish it last wednesday because she cant download the video because the file is compressed. So yesterday, our scheduled presentation and also yesterday was Teedee's birthday. Anyways, we planned to do the whole thing (for scene 3) live and played the most decent video for scenes 1 and 2. Scenes 1 and 2 video were okay but our "live" presentation for scene 3 SUCKED. As in sucked because I laughed and I forgot some of my lines and I didn't continue.My classmates said that Im good daw bravo. hahaha.

Moving on, our teacher gave us another chance to present our video presentation on Friday (today) but Act V is the number one priority. But yes, due to technical difficulties, we wasted 30 something minutes and our group was/werent able to present our video presentation. I AM REALLY PISSED, the fact that there were nights that my classmates and I didnt sleep to finish everything, finished shooting the video at 4 in the morning. Didnt study for other subjects just to finish that video presentation. Our hardwork went off to nothing. But yes,we will submit our video on Monday. I JUST HOPE OUR TEACHER WILL ALLOW US TO PRESENT OUR VIDEO TO THE CLASS.

I hope everything's going to be fine.

I hope our teacher will give us an opportunity to present our product.

Must I endure all this?

2007-09-22T09:20:00.000-07:00

I really really hate this week.

I dont like my hidden talent. sometimes. hahaha

I lost/someone stole my brother's camera

Cara thinks that there's a thief in our class and so i think.

My brother doesn't trust me anymore

Im chosen to portay the lead role for our Julius Caesar Act IV presentation. Yep Im Brutus. The one who stabbed Caesar

It sucks ya know because Im not good at/in memorizing REALLY LONG LINES. But I want to be a good actress.

exams are in 2 weeks or less.

i have to start studying again.

We have a THLT in Physics

That's it.

I like Physics but I dont understand our lessons.

My stress level goes to 100000

I need a hug

i need to..

2007-09-19T04:41:00.000-07:00

Im so stressed as in REALLY REALLY STRESSED. Ive been so depressed these past few days and this is because of school stuff. We had our LT in Trigo last tuesday and twasnt that hard though,but whatever.

and btw,Im going to be the Brutus for our Julius Caesar video presentation and there's a lot of lines that I needed to memorize.

please

i

need

to

RELAX

Slack and Slack and Slack

2007-09-13T07:18:00.000-07:00

Well, its obvious that I wasnt able to update this blog. Ha ha. THE ACET IS ON SATURDAY and I havent started reviewing. I don't know. But I can feel the pressure.

depression. Ive been depressed for the past few days.

That's it

So Random.

Oh yeah, we also have 2 quizzes tom: english LT and trigonometry

I have to go.

Bye.

Im still depressed by the way.

I miss

2007-09-07T06:35:00.000-07:00

I miss **. acet is just a week away! I haven't started studying for the test. Oh well, I might. I repeat, I MIGHT study for the exam tom. Good thing, ** is my groupmate in english. Hahaha

I don't know what to write here because Im busy. Busy with everything. My iPod has 700+ songs already! yey.

The ber month

2007-09-04T02:48:00.001-07:00

Sorry.I wasnt able to update my blog. We had a lot of no classes this quarter. It's already 2nd quarter and we changed our seating arragement last monday. Im seated in the first row. Argh. I can't sleep during class hours. I really miss **. **'s birthday is just weeks away and oh yeah, The FOB concert and the ACET is just a few weeks away. I made a new layout for my multiply site and I also got my graduation pictures and my friends said that I really look pretty there. Hahaha.

So that's it. till next time. I promise I will update my blog. hehehe. adobe photoshop is actually F-U-N. Yeah, I was too busy photoshopping.

1 week vacation

2007-08-16T09:31:00.000-07:00

We don't have classes tom until on Monday. This is fun. Yehey. I have submitted my ACET essay. I promise that I'll study for the ACET and UA&PET on Saturday. I have to go. Photoshop is FUN. I'll try to post some of my works here.

Best Movie Ive Ever Seen. Need I say more?

2007-08-15T00:16:00.000-07:00

Finally done

2007-08-13T07:33:00.000-07:00

The exams are finally over. But we have classes tom. We are going to recheck and see the results of our exams. I went out with Cj,Lui,Therese and Julie. We went to Gateway. Im really tired. Geez, I really hate that cashier lady. Its a long story. I still have 4 or 5 entrance tests to take :UA&P,ACET,USTET, SAT and TOEFL(?). Oh noo. I really have to study this time. As in really study,but I still want to get in to UP.

Bye

Vox

2007-08-10T12:09:00.000-07:00

Frustrated writer

2007-08-10T03:55:00.000-07:00

A Walk to Remember is the best movie I have ever seen in my entire life so far. It never fails to make me cry. Their love is unconditional and that's the kind of love that I want. (get) I just want a boyfriend who would take a risk for me and love me and accept me.

Maybe Im just feeling awtr right now. I even bought a notebook for my "things to do in my life". Okay, maybe I just want to be like Jamie or I want a guy like Landon.

err. im not yet done with my acet essay, I don't know what am I going to write. I AM A FRUSTRATED WRITER. I know I lack coherence. That's one thing i need to improve on. I NEED TO READ MORE BOOKS!!!!!!!!

** had our exams in English and Econ today. English exam was blah.The essay that I wrote is/was blah. Econ was easy(?) oh! I want to get a high/PERFECT score. Econ is <3

went to abbie's crib today and ate lunch at Teriyaki Boy. (Jema's happy belated birthday) It was fun and we watched videos tooo.

Fashion through the decades: A crash course on the history of fashion

2007-08-10T03:14:00.000-07:00

Okay, so we went to abbie's crib a while ago, and out of boredom i took down some notes that I got from her planner.

1920s: The Great Gatsby

Characteristics: The garconne or boyish look was all the rage. If portrayed the ideal woman as an androgynous, working girl who was seen as an equal to men while simultaneously possessing the appeal of the femme fatale.
Key pieces: Bobbed hair, long pearl necklaces, cloche hats, feathered headbands, knee - length shift dresses.
Style Icon: Coco Chanel

1930s: The Golden Age

Characteristics: The era of figure - hugging, bias - cut dresses, puffed sleeves, shoulder- length, wavy hair and tans. The 1930s were a time of glamour and elegance.
Key pieces: Surrealist prints, unusually cut and pieced dresses, with oddly puffed and fitted sleeves, two - pieced suits with square - shaped jackets and narrow skirts.
Style Icon: Greta Garbo, Marlene Dietrich

1940s: Heroine Hitchcock Look

Characteristics: The true hallmarks of fashion in the 1940s included an austere silhouette with narrow hips, padded shoulders, and hats and turbans.
Key pieces: Wedges, the turban,siren suits (original jumpsuit), peplums, A- line skirts, blouses with Peter Pan collars.
Style Icon: Lauren Bacall, Audrey Hepburn

1950s: The New Look

Characteristics: The constant rounds of cocktail parties, and other social events all required dressing up. Christian Dior's 'New Look' influenced fashion as did the conservative elegance of Coco Chanel.
Key pieces: Circle and poodle skirts, ponytails, pumps and stilletos, ballet slippers.
Style Icon: Brigitte Bardot, Marilyn Monroe.

1960s: Mod About You

Characteristics: Fashion in the 1960s tended to encourage exhibitionism. Clothes were geared to showing off women's bodies.
Key pieces: Miniskirts, baby doll dresses, Dr. Scholl clog sandals, lower kitten heels, flat boots, Pucci fabrics, Mondrian - inspired shift dresses.
Style Icon: Twiggy, Jackie Onassis - Kennedy

1970s: Sex Appeal

Characteristics: Part biker chick, part disco demizen.
Key Pieces: Bell bottoms, hot pants, ra - ra skirts, tube tops, halter tops, one - shoulder dresses, coin purses hung from the neck, go - go boots.
Style Icon: Bianca Jagger, Farah Fawcett

1980s: MTV Generation

Characteristics: The 1980s saw women's return to exaggerated femininity with a masculine edge embodied in the spiked heel and the miniskirt.
Key pieces: Pompadour hairstyles, one - shoulder untucked shirts cinched with a large belt, leg warmers, shoulder pads, acid - washed jeans
Style Icon: Cyndi Lauper

1990s: Heroine Chic

Characteristics: Dressed down, minimalist
Key pieces: Flannel shirts, stone washed denim, denim overalls, Doc Martens shoes, "Rachel" haircut, basic black wardrobe
Style Icon: Kate Moss

A Walk to Remember Quotes

2007-08-09T04:10:00.000-07:00

Dean: If there is a greater power, why is it he can't get you a new sweater?
Jamie: Because, he's too busy looking for your brain.

Jamie: You know what I figured out today?
Landon: What?
Jamie: Maybe God has a bigger plan for me than I had for myself. Like this journey never ends. Like you were sent to me because I'm sick. To help me through all this. You're my angel.

Jamie: [to Landon] You're my angel.

Landon: I might kiss you.
Jamie: I might be bad at it.
Landon: That's not possible.

Jamie: Your're acting like a crazy person, what's going on?
Landon: Right now, you're straddling the state line.
Jamie: OK...
Landon: You're in two places at once.

Jamie: You have to promise you won't fall in love with me.
Landon: That's not a problem.

Jamie: Are you trying to seduce me?
Landon: Why? Are you seducible?

Jamie: Please don't pretend like you know me, ok?
Landon: But I do, I do. We've had all the same classes in the same school since kindergarten. Why you're Jamie Sullivan. You sit at lunch table 7. Which isn't exactly the reject table, but is definitely in self exile territory. You have exactly one sweater. You like to look at your feet when you walk. Oh, oh, and yeah, for fun, you like to tutor on weekends and hang out with the cool kids from "Stars and Planets." Now how does that sound?
Jamie: Thoroughly predictable, nothing I haven't heard before.
Landon: You don't care what people think about you?
Jamie: No.

Jamie: [crying, runs into Landon]
Landon: [holds her] This is about me, okay? This is not you. Wait here.
Jamie: [nods]

Landon: What are you doing here?
Jamie: I could ask you the same question.
Landon: Do you normally walk alone in cemeteries at night?
Jamie: Maybe.

Landon: Jamie has faith in me. She makes me want to be different, better.

Landon: All I know is... you're beautiful.

Jamie: How can you see places like this... and have moments like this and not believe?
Landon: You're lucky to be so sure.
Jamie: It's like the wind. I can't... see it, but I feel it.

Landon: You, uh, feelin', Christian? '
Mr. Carter: Landon, don't walk away.
Landon: You taught me how.

Mr. Carter: Landon, don't walk away.
Landon: You taught me how.

Landon: [to Jamie] You, uh, feelin' Christian?

Landon: Are you scared?
Jamie: To death...
[Landon looks upset]
Jamie: Lighten up.
Landon: It's not funny.
Jamie: I'm scared of not being with you.
Landon: Oh baby, that will never happen... I'll be here.

Landon: I'm sorry she never got her miracle.
Reverend Sullivan: She did. It was you.

Jamie: OK, so you don't care about classes or graduating, but you like school because you're popular and you'll never be on top again.
Landon: That's thoroughly predictable.
Jamie: Your act only works on an audience.

Jamie: Without suffering there would be no compassion.
Landon: Yeah, well tell that to those who suffer.

Jamie: So, would it kill you to try?
Landon: Yup, and I'm too young to die.

Jamie: Make yourself at home.
Landon: Yeah!
[whisper]
Landon: It's not likely.

Jamie: People can see.
Landon: And that would ruin your reputation how?

Landon: Listen, Jamie, I was hoping we could run lines together?
Jamie: Okay, but just not so anybody knows, right?
Landon: Well I just figured we could surprise everyone with how good I get.
Jamie: Like we could be secret friends.
Landon: Exactly, exactly it's like you're reading my mind.
Jamie: Great umm... maybe you could read mine.
[she gives him a cold glare and turns away]
Landon: Jamie, Jamie I can't just be your friend.
Jamie: Landon, look, I thought I saw something in you, something good, but I was very wrong.

Landon: Jamie, I'm trying here, OK? Maybe... maybe I miss spending time with you. Maybe you inspire me.
Jamie: Sounds like bull.
Landon: Which part?
Jamie: All of it.
Landon: Well it's not!
Jamie: Prove it.

Jamie: You don't know the first thing about being someone's friend.
Landon: I don't want to just be your friend.
Jamie: You don't know what you want.
Landon: Neither do you. Maybe you're just too scared that someone might actually want to be with you.
Jamie: And why would that scare me?
Landon: Because then you wouldn't be able to hide behind your books, or your frickin' telescope, or your faith. No, no, you know the real reason why you're scared? It's cause you wanna be with me too.

Landon: Can you find this star, right here?
Jamie: Sure. So why am I looking for this star?
Landon: Because I had it named for you. See? It's official. It's from the International Star Registry.
Jamie: This is wonderful... I love you.

Landon: Hey. How are you feeling?
Jamie: I'm ok, how are you?
Landon: Pretty good.
Jamie: I have something for you.
Landon: You do?
Jamie: Uh hmm... Don't worry it's not a bible. It was my mother's. It's got quotes from all her favorite books, and quotes by famous people. Her thoughts. Come on.
Landon: Okay, let's check it out. Okay...”What is a friend? It's a single soul dwelling in two bodies." -Aristotle.
Jamie: Uh uh, right here.
Landon: Okay. "Find out who you are, and do it on purpose." That's Dolly Parton.
Jamie: I always thought she was smart.
Landon: "Love is always patient and kind. It is never jealous. Love is never boastful or conceited. It is never rude or selfish. It does not take offense and is not resentful."

Landon: Jamie... I love you.
[long pause]
Landon: Now would be the time to say something.
Jamie: I told you not to fall in love with me.

Eric: Hey man, tell them maybe do, like, West Side Story, you know, get that nice big booty lookin' girl from Selena, ya know, "Maria, Maria!"

[last lines]
Landon: [voiceover] Jamie saved my life. She taught me everything. About life, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her. But our love is like the wind. I can't see it, but I can feel it.

Landon: Jamie saved my life, she taught me everything, about like, hope and the long journey ahead. I'll always miss her but her love is like the wind, i can't see it, but I can feel it.

Landon: Do you love me?
[she nods]
Landon: Will you do something for me, then?
Jamie: [smiles] Anything.
Landon: Will you marry me?
[Jamie smiles and kisses him]

Eric: [reading lines passionately for Landon] Nothing's coincidence, baby. You know you're the only one who can make me sing.
[jokingly pretending to hump Mrs. Garber]
Eric: Oh yeah Miss Garber, oh, you gonna put Eric in all your plays!
[as Miss Garber]
Eric: Oh Eric, I'm gonna put you in all my plays!

Jamie: What do you want Carter? I've known you for years and you've never been the first one to come up and say "hello."

Jamie: I'm sick.
Landon: I'll take you home. You'll be be...
Jamie: No. Landon! I'm sick. I have Leukemia.
Landon: No. You're 18. You - you're perfect.
Jamie: No. I found out two years ago and I've stopped responding to treatments.
Landon: So why didn't you tell me?
Jamie: The doctor said I should go on and live life normally as best I could. I - I didn't want anybody to be weird around me.
Landon: Including me?
Jamie: Especially you!
[Jamie looks down]
Jamie: [Landon gets upset]
Jamie: Ya know, I was getting along with everything fine. I accepted it, and then you happened! I do not need a reason to be angry with God.
[Jamie runs away]

[at the hospital]
Reverend Sullivan: Do you remember when you were about five or six and you said you hated gravity? And you wanted to jump off the roof and fly?
Jamie: I was so angry at you for making me come down.
Reverend Sullivan: Honey, if I kept you too close it's because I wanted to keep you longer. You know, when I lost your mother, I was afraid that my heart would never open again. Jamie, I couldn't look at you for days.

Clay Gephardt: You know what? I actually thought I wanted to be your friend. And now I have no idea why. No idea.
Landon: I made that jump once. Thought I was a bad ass. I remember actually saying that I meant to belly-flop.
Clay Gephardt: Did it hurt?
Landon: Like hell.
Clay Gephardt: Good.

Eric: Talk to me man.
Landon: About what?
Eric: About you, about Jamie.
Landon: What's there to talk about? She's the best person I've ever known.

Landon: What'd you tell your father?
Jamie: The truth. I just left you out of it.

[first lines]
Dean: Is he here yet?

Eric: It's all good cause were gonna get club Landon and Club Eric jumping up in here. Oh, what do we got here ?
[Landon turns the CD player on]
Eric: Whoa, okay, okay, so your not really feeling my hip-hop, but what the hell is this?
Landon: Jamie lent it to me.
Eric: Now she's got you listening to her people music?
Landon: Okay... her people?
Eric: Yeah. Her... uh, bible-hugging, crucifix-wearing, honk-if-you-love-Jesus-people.
Landon: She's not like that.

Landon: Saturday. No school.

Eric: Well, you know you got Belinda thinking that little lip action between you and Jamie was real.
[landon looks nervous while he still works]
Eric: Whats with you, man? It's like you don't even have time for your real friends anymore.
Landon: I dont know man, I'm just tired of doing the same old shit everyday.
Eric: This girl is changing you and you don't even know it.
Landon: Hah. Did Belinda say that too?
Eric: No, I did.

Ms. Garber: Oh Landon! You were marvelous!
Landon: Thank you.
[walks away]

Reverend Sullivan: "Do not be deceived. God is not mocked." Hmmm.
[Landon walks into the Church as Reverend Sullivan is practicing his sermon]
Reverend Sullivan: "Whatever a man sows, that he will also reap. For he who sows to his flesh will of the flesh reap...” Can I help you?
Landon: Uh, yes, sir. I'd like to ask your daughter to dinner on Saturday night.
Reverend Sullivan: That's not possible.
Landon: Well... with all due respect, sir, I ask you to reconsider.
Reverend Sullivan: With all due respect, Mr. Carter, I made my decision. You can, uh, exit the way you entered.
Landon: Listen, I'm sorry I haven't treated Jamie the way I should've. She deserves more than that. I'm just asking you for the same thing that you teach us every day in Church. And that's faith.
Reverend Sullivan: [Exhales deeply]

Landon: That is one scary
[turns around and sees Jamie's father]
Landon: Jesus!
Reverend Sullivan: No, Jamie's father.

Yo Mama Jokes

2007-08-08T07:16:00.000-07:00

YO MAMA!

1) Yo Mama's so fat, she lost a game at Hide&Seek only cos I spotted her...behind Mount Everest!

2) Yo Mama's so fat, when she step on the Weight Scales it says...'to be continued'...

3) Yo Mama's so fat, her belt is the equator!

4) Yo Mama's so poor, burglars break into her home and leave money!

5) Yo Mama's so poor, when I rang her doorbell, SHE said 'Ding-Dong'

6) Yo Mama's so poor, she hangs the Toilet paper out to dry.

7) Yo Mama's so old, Jurassic Park brought back the memories...

8) Yo Mama's so old, she left her purse on Noah's Ark.

9) Yo Mama's so old, the fire department are on standby when you light her birthday cake!

***

10) Yo' geeky Star Wars friend so old he used to baby sit Yoda.

11) Yo' home helper so old she was once a waitress at the last supper.

12) Yo Grannie so old Spielberg hired her as historical consultant on Jurassic Park.

13) told yo big sister to act her own age...and she died.

14) Yo Gardener's so damn old he remembers when the Garden of Eden was just a plant

15) Yo English teacher so damn stupid, she failed a survey...

16) Yo Auntie so flat chested she jealous of the wall.

Suspended

2007-08-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

So okay,classes were suspended today.We don't have classes tom too. Grr. Our exams will be on friday and on monday. So that means we don't have a "free day" on friday. also, i am not yet done with my acet essay. I havent started yet.

Im tooo lazy.

Hafta go. Bye

iMac

2007-08-08T07:02:00.000-07:00

I want one!!
Too expensive though

It's Over

2007-08-04T05:07:00.000-07:00

The UPCAT is finally over.I took the exam a while ago and all I have to say is its not that hard, but i dont want to say that the UPCAT is easy (but yes,for me its kinda hard because of the time limit) after taking the UPCAT, i realized that I really want to study there. I want to pass the UPCAT. I want to study Broadcast Communication(in UP,of course)

Im tired. I want to sleep. Time to relax.

But I still need to study for the exams next week and of course, for college entrance tests in:

Ateneo
UA&P
UST
SAT
DLSU(not yet sure)

100th post

2007-08-02T02:34:00.000-07:00

.. this is my 100th post for my site!! Yay for me!

UPCAT is on saturday. UPCAT is 2 days away... PANIC!! PANIC!

My Ghally. I really have to study na and we have a take home LT in Physics.

I HAVE TO GO!!!!

God is really good

2007-08-01T03:19:00.000-07:00

I am so happy because we don't have classes on Friday. God is really good because He really knows that I need more time to study for the UPCAT. He really knows that Im stressed out and depressed and yet, He gave me an extra study time for the UPCAT.

I want to thank Him for giving me an opportunity to study more for the UPCAT

Gee. I have to go now. I have to study and prepare for my speech

Theater,Europe,Violin,Trigo LT,UPCAT, after HS and more....

2007-07-30T07:51:00.000-07:00

We are going to have our Longtest2 tom in Trigonometry. Yay. Im so nervous.

My unofficial Summer 2008 Plans

Go to Europe/Europe Trip
Join Trumpets Playshop Musical Theatre
or Join Repertory Philippines
Continue my violin lessons
Driving Lessons
Enjoy my summer

UPCAT is just a few days away..

Yehey. I am also going to take the SAT on Dec. 1,2007(im not yet sure) at International School Manila. My parents allowed me to take the SAT. Now wish me luck. I want to get a scholarship.

Career Talk

2007-07-24T05:16:00.000-07:00

So obviously we didnt have any academics today because we had our career talk.

The first half of the career talk was boring but I like the part where Ramon Bautista is the speaker and the part where we have to go to our top 2 "chosen" careers. I chose Medicine and Broadcasting.I liked our speaker for Broadcasting because she's soo funny . Haha :)) she's a DJ at Max Fm.

The talk really inspired in some ways. Now I don't know what I want. I want both. I know I only have to choose one, but I want to get the best of both worlds. I want to be a doctor but I don't want to study for 20 years. Haha :)) But yes, I am determined. I also want to be a Broadcaster, because i think im going to enjoy my job (ok, i also think i will enjoy being a doctor) but still it is hard.

I really can see myself being a doctor but at the same time, I can also see myself being a broadcaster/newscaster/actress.

When I was little, people would usually ask me what I want to be when I grow up and I'd usually tell them that when I grow up I want to be a doctor and a stage actress. Now I'm almost close to growing up/ to that dream. Geez. I cannot believe in a few months from now, I am going to leave High School and leave my Alma Mater.

its really hard to decide...

Help me. UPCAT is just a few days away....

sigh

**btw, I dont like that person anymore. I still like that person but not like that person like that person.

I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

2007-07-22T22:49:00.000-07:00

ok. I don't know what to write here. I don't feel like blogging. It has been days or months since I wrote a decent blog entry. I feel so alone. Maybe that person really hates me. I mean, the reason why I go online too much these days is because of that person. I dont know if I love that person na. But I mean, I need a guy. I need to move on. Please.....

I hate the way I don't hate you. Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all.

I am SOMEBODY

2007-07-20T23:13:00.000-07:00

We had our retreat last wednesday until friday and it was soooo FUN! I didnt expect it to be that fun but yes it is. Im starting to love my section. I think that the retreat is a good start. I am looking forward to a fun year with my classmates. I LOVE THEM!!

i am a lazy girl

2007-07-14T21:08:00.000-07:00

UPCAT is nearing, its only a 2 weeks away and I really really need to study but I am too lazy to study. I really want to pass the UPCAT but I don't know how am I going to study. I really really need to focus

Addiction

2007-07-11T06:11:00.000-07:00

Ok, This addiction must stop. Ive been online everyday since summer. I know I must stop but I cant. I want to but I can't find a way.

English used to be my favorite subject, I want to be a good writer but I cant find an inspiration. I mean I need to practice my writing ability and use my creativity. I really really need to read more books

I really dont know what am I going to write on my journal entry for english. Btw our lesson in English is about Social Justice(more like a humanities subject) and I need to change the way I write ( I think that this "secret blog is very useful because it will help me become a good writer)

So yeah that's it for now

Acquaintance Day

2007-07-07T03:04:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, we celebrated the annual acquaintance day. our very last acquaintance day and yet it is the best one.Im gonna miss my school and the freshmen were nice to us. I am so happy to be a SENIOR.

and of course, I had fun yesterday. :D

K. I have to go. I'll update SOON.

REAL friends??

2007-07-05T02:43:00.000-07:00

Everyone of us

just sometimes

wants to feel

special

Wow. I missed blogging but Im too lazy to put into the details of what happened over the past few days

Today:

Trigonometry Longtest
No violin lessons today because my teacher is going to perform at MA
P6 [Physics]Quiz
Filipino Presentation. I think my performance sucked because I cant help but laugh and di ako nakapagconcentrate

I've been feeling kind of sad lately. I don't really know why, but maybe because almost everything is different and kind of strange lately.

I really really hate users. Especially when the one who's using you is your friend. Im always there for her when she needs me but when I need her,she's hardly ever there for me. And I always listen to her but she never listen to me. I was asking her a while ago(YM) and she didnt even answer my question. and it really hurts me because we've been friends for almost 9 years and I was too blind that I didn't know that she's using me. :(

UPCAT is a month away. and I need to study.

and I need to accomplish/give the ACET recommendation letter to my 2 teachers.

I know that Im bad with words. Im so sorry. I need inspiration.

I shall practice my writing skills. :| Hehe :))

Slacker

2007-06-29T10:44:00.000-07:00

Have I told you that I didnt pass the basketball try outs?

I am now part of the Annual Club. Goodbye BTG.

So here's what happened in the past few days

I ve been slacking since the first day of school. Yes. School is oh so boring

My violin performance this week sucked.

And my elective class is Intro to Mass Communication and Media Studies

and that was my 3rd choice. My first choice was Human Anatomy and Physiology

But I want to be a doctor.

I think my elective is going to be fun.

That's it

I found myself downloading fashion pics in the internet lately. I dont know, but seeing those pictures really inspired/inspires me alot

Of depression,old classmates,new classmates and bulimia

2007-06-25T05:58:00.000-07:00

I shouldnt be blogging right now: I am not yet finish with my english journal and my trigonometry homework. argh. I need help.

I miss BLOCK 7. I really miss them big time. Our class sucks, okay. I dont like almost half of the class (well, because i dont know most of them) but its still different. I really miss them. My classroom life is so boring. argh. I dont know how am I going to write this, but argh!! I hate it!! :(( I dont want my feelings to get hurt again... :( but yes, I am sad. Please talk to me. I mean, let's be friends.. not just seatmates.. but friends

Had our elections for class officers today.

I am depressed and i think I am suffering from bulimia. Seriously, I am aware that I am skinny, but I really don't know why I always feel nauseous after meals like I want to vomit, but I dont want to.

I need a HUG

UPCAT is just a month away. I really need some serious studying and I need to fill out/up the ACET application form

Okay, I have to go. I'll finish my homeworks.

basketball tryouts

2007-06-22T02:08:00.000-07:00

I didnt pass the basketball tryouts. I am rather disappointed. Not because I didn't pass the tryouts, but because the coach is too biased. He only chose those who have skills. what if you dont have the skill, but you have the potential and willing to learn the sport? Chuca told me that if the other coach is the one to choose, she said that we would definitely pass the tryouts, blame the apsa. theyre the ones who decided to choose only 20 aspiring players for the club.

:| sayang talaga, sana talaga nakapasa ako. Sana magbago decision nila.

everything is different

2007-06-19T02:58:00.000-07:00

I'll make this one short

I miss BLOCK 7
Hello IV-2
SENIOR!!

I thought SENIOR year's going to be the best year. But I guess I am/I was wrong. I miss block7. Even though our class has "social classes/divisions" we are still united. I was really expecting that our class will be more united and more closer.

I dont really hate IV-2 that much. The only reason that I dont like my section is because I dont know anyone or I dont have close friends there. But I still want to build new friendships with my classmates.

Im sad.

Everything is different.

and strange...

Of Father's Day,Growth Hormones and school

2007-06-17T06:08:00.000-07:00

First, I just want to greet a HAPPY FATHER'S DAY to my dad. I love you daddy and im really sorry. I appreciate the things that you've given to me and the love that you're giving to all of us.

Should I take growth hormones? what are the risks of taking growth hormones. I want to grow taller!! I need a few inches. Who knows, maybe someday I'll be a supermodel

Ugh. School. I dont want to go to school tom. I miss BLOCK 7. :(

How to spot a fake LV bag from a real one

2007-06-15T09:49:00.000-07:00

lot of people know that I have an uncanny sense of intuition or sight
(my sixth sense) when it comes to spotting FAKE Louis Vuitton bags. All I have to say is: Fake anything else. Pirate everything else and it would be all right with me but NEVER a PURSE. NEVER EVER A DESIGNER PURSE as exquisite as a LOUIS VUITTON. My eyes could tell (like my mom) and here's a simple guide to protect all of you people who are 'scammed' into buying fake Louis Vuitton purses especially on EBAY. (where they charge unfairly!!!!) This article review is not to scorn people who do own fake ones themselves---I totally respect your choices nor do I look down on anyone carrying a fake purse exactly like mine even if I so super saved or worked hard hard hard for mine---Its cool with me. But when it comes to the true bag hags, this is your tool, your weapon of defense against those who take advantage. protect you from other stores that are not as honest as Marni's, here we go:

Ten rules on how to tell:

This one is FAKE!!!!

1.THE BAG HAS A TAN OR BROWN SUEDE INTERIOR!! (scream Fake!!!)
2. IT'S HAS A TAG HANGING FORM A PIECE STRING WITH A LV LOGO ON IT!(absolutely ridiculous.!!!!!!!!!)
3. THE LOGOS ARE NOT A CARAMEL BROWN COLOR BUT MORE OF A GREEN COLOR!
4. THE LOGOS ARE CUT
5. THE TRIM IS NOT LEATHER BUT PVC! (Ask for close up's pics)
6 . THE ZIPPER IS NOT A YKK ZIPPER
7. THE style IS TOTALLY MADE UP AND NOT MADE BY LOUIS VUITTON
8. THE SHAPE IS CROOKED OR LOPSIDED! (OBVIOUS Fake)
9. THE COMPANY DOES NOT POST THEIR OWN PICTURES, ONLY PICTURES FROM ELUXURY.COM (Ask For Actual picture)
10. THE COMPANY ASKS YOU TO SEND MONEY BY WESTERN UNION OR BY BANK TRANSFER.(WATCH OUT!! ripped off )
11. THE BAGS HAVE SUEDE INTERIORS!
12. THERE IS NO WAY TO CONTACT THEM OTHER THAN EMAIL!
13. THE BAGS HAVE SUEDE INTERIORS! (CAN'T STRESS THIS ENOUGH)

More tips....

1. Know your bag!

Was it ever made by Louis Vuitton? This sounds like an easy one, but it's not! Try your bag on at a boutique, check the VUITTON website, or Elux, buy a catalog- etc, but make sure that the bag you are looking for was ever made by Louis Vuitton. This is especially common in Multicolore bags- (there was never an Multicolor Backpack, Ellipse, Papillon etc), Cherry Blossom (no CB Speedy, Alma nor Cabas tote, Pegase), Cerises (no Papillon, Ellipse, Cabas Piano, Mezzo or Alto) or vintage pieces.

Know its parts: What is it "supposed" to be lined in? Should it have feet? What does the base look like? Should it have a d-ring inside? Where? Does it have a date code? Should it? Where?You can check the Vuitton website or your local boutique for this information... you can also purchase more detailed guides here on eBay that include such details... For example: If it is supposed to be lined in brown cotton canvas, it needs to be lined in brown cotton canvas. There have never been brown suede linings- even in the vintage pieces. Alcantara kind of looks like a suede-y material, but it isn't suede and although is found in a greyish mushroomy color, it isn't found in dark brown. A Speedy of any age should have brown cotton canvas lining, so if you see any other lining- you know it isn't authentic.

Know its Monogram placement: Louis Vuitton has been in production since 1854! Their style is classic, and quality- phenomenal! The traditional Monogram Toile canvas that is so popular today- had its beginnings in 1896. The monogram itself can give clues as to authenticity. Louis Vuitton is very careful about the way that the monogram is placed on any piece. Most of its styles are the same today as they were when they first came out- with a few exceptions. The actual LV monogram is usually (with the exception of some vintage pieces) symmetrical from side to side in all monogram styles (traditional, Multicolore, Cerises, Mini mono, Vernis etc.) as you can see in this Louis Vuitton Speedy (notice where the LVs are in relation to the handles, sides, quatrefoils etc)...

Watch the stitching: Louis Vuitton is very careful with it's stitching. Stitching should be very even and regular. The same number of stitches will be found in similar locations on similar bags... for example the leather tab that the handle attaches onto on any size monogram Speedy bag will always have 5 regular, even stitches across the top

What about the "Upside Down LVs"? People email me all the time about this one... Some styles of authentic Louis Vuitton WILL have "upside down" LVs on the backside. The reason for this is that Louis Vuitton uses one continuous piece of leather that wraps around from the front to back, without a seam on the bottom- and so, the backside has upside down logos. This is true on the Speedy styles (except French Company Speedys), the Keepalls, Papillons, and some similar styles. Most monogram pieces (any piece with a separate piece of canvas or leather on the bottom) will have the LVs right side up on both sides.

Know the Date Code:
Know its format:

Louis Vuitton uses a "Production Code" in its bags for its own internal purposes. It does give clues as to where the bag was made and how old it is. This number is not a unique registration number, so it is highly possible for to find an identical number in a similar (or totally different model) bag that was produced at the same relative time and place. Since the early 1990's, this code has been represented by two letters followed by four numbers. Before then, the code was different, one or two letters followed by three or four number or three numbers alone.

Many vintage pieces have no date code at all. This is true of "French Company" pieces as well. The VAST majority of Louis Vuitton items since the early 80's will have a date code. I have literally seen thousands of authentic Louis Vuitton pieces that were new enough to have date codes... Only one hasn't had one, and I suspect that at one time, it did have a date code inside, but I was just unable to decipher it in the worn alcantara lining.

go to: http://louisvuitton.com to check out the design of the bag you want! they flash pictures of the real bag from outside in so if you buy a Monogram Canvas Neverfull GM with a brown interior, you'll know you've been duped since the interior was always beige and brown inscriptions.

GOOD LUCK BAG HAGS! As i always say, for bags, it is always best to buy from the boutique. Keep safe!

first day high.. NOT

2007-06-15T03:05:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was our last first day, and it sucked. I didnt get the hype. Its because of the unblocking of the sections. My section is IV-2. I dont know half of the class and all of us are really really quiet. and it was sooo HOT. literally hot.

Grr. I hope Ill gain IV-2 friends.

I miss perfect block seven :((

I like **. <3

New Section. New Classmates

2007-06-12T01:26:00.000-07:00

I went to school a while ago to submit my upcat application form and I looked for the list of sections. My section is IV-2 :( Argh. I dont really like my new classmates because I dont even know them (except for Bertha,Alex and Moku) I want to graduate with my close friends, because this is our last year and I want to make the most of it. I know its going to be different. :( I miss them. I love Perfect Seven. Perfect 7 forever. Block 7!!!

I really want to go to Europe!! Europe Here I Come!! (Summer 2008)

I am NOT dumb

2007-06-11T09:20:00.001-07:00

I really hate it when people call me stupid/dumb. For your information I am NOT dumb. I know that I am a brat but I am not dumb. I know a lot of things and I do study hard. I work my ass. I always try my best. Just because I am lazy that doesn't mean Im dumb/stupid! arghh!! Dont ever judge me if you dont know who I am. Just because I am materialistic that doesnt mean I dont care about school. And FYI school is one of my top priorities!!!!!!

European Dream

2007-06-10T07:28:00.000-07:00

I really want to go to Europe. Its my dream ever since I was a little kid. I asked my parent if its okay if we go there next year (summer) and yes, they said ok. (yipee!!) so that means I'll save more money. and stop buying nonsense stuffs. but that doesnt mean I wont buy clothes. Of course, Id still buy clothes.

so here's a list of countries that I want to go to (europe, credits to:world map!!)

United Kingdom
France
Italy
Switzerland
Germany
Denmark
Monaco
Greece
Ireland
Luxembourg
Norway
Ukraine
Portugal
Austria

Dad's day

2007-06-10T04:24:00.000-07:00

First, I just want to greet all daddys today. Happy Daddys Day!! To my dad: I love you so much and Im sorry for being such a brat. But we, your daughters, will always be your princess(es) and kuya is always the prince and mom is your queen. I really miss you. I miss them.

My bro,me, hanna and my aunt went to Robinson's awhile ago. I bought my school shoes. Its not that really glamorous but its chic[I bought maryjanes] haha:)) Then after that ate lunch.

That's it for now.

Toodles

3 days to go before school starts :|

Sheriff: Paris Hilton Was 'Deteriorating' in Jail

2007-06-09T01:19:00.000-07:00

Paris Hilton is being held at a treatment center in a downtown Los Angeles jail hours after being ordered her to serve the remainder of her sentence behind bars, L.A. Sheriff Lee Baca confirmed in a press conference Friday afternoon.

During her previous jail time, Hilton had been at the Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood, Calif. Currently, the heiress is in custody in a special section of the Twin Towers Correctional Facility.

Sheriff Baca also announced that Hilton's sentence, which was originally 45 days, is now back to a minimum 23-day sentence.

Earlier Friday, Hilton was taken from court screaming and crying after Superior Court Judge Michael T. Sauer ordered her back to jail.

"It's not right!" Hilton, 26, said as deputies approached her in the courtroom. She also called out to her mother in the audience: "Mom!" Kathy Hilton, accompanied by Paris's father Rick, answered: "Honey!"

Hilton's screams echoed in the courtroom's internal hallway as she was escorted out. As the courtroom began to clear, Kathy draped her arms around her husband, who tried to console her.

Sheriff Baca said Friday that while Hilton was imprisoned for three days at the Century Regional Detention Facility, her "medical condition had been deteriorating," though he did not reveal the nature of the ailment. He did say, however, that Hilton had been on medication prior to being jailed, but was not taking any while she was imprisoned.

Holding a one-page medical evaluation, he said: "This is the evidence that this lady has some severe problems."

Friday morning, Hilton entered the courtroom at 11:00 a.m. wearing a gray sweater, gray pinstripe slacks and looking disheveled with her hair in a messy ponytail. Hilton cried and trembled throughout the hearing. She also clasped her hands in prayer several times and turned to her parents seated behind her in the courtroom and mouthed, "I love you."

The judge's decision to send Hilton back to jail came after hearing arguments from both the L.A. City Attorney and Hilton's lawyers. Judge Sauer ruled that because the sheriff's department had not adequately submitted medical records supporting the reasons behind Hilton's transfer, she should be returned to jail.

TMZ.com reports that Hilton's lawyer plans to appeal the ruling, but no paperwork has been filed yet.

Court spokesman Alan Parachini said after the hearing that Judge Sauer hadn't bought the sheriff's "medical condition" rationale for sending Hilton home. "What he said was, on the record, that he'd seen no evidence, no documents to support the contention that there was a medical condition." Details of Hilton's alleged condition were not released in court.

Friday afternoon Sheriff Baca said: "We've been overruled by the judge, I accept that, and we'll keep her in county jail." He also denied giving her preferential treatment, saying that her three-day incarceration was more than what most low-level offenders serve.

"Let's not make a judicial football of this woman," the sheriff concluded. "I'll keep her at the better facility, and we'll will watch her behavior."

Earlier in the day, a sheriff's car picked Hilton up at her home and took her to court for the hearing. As a swarm of media watched, Hilton parted ways with her parents, and her mother told reporters: "It is what it is and it's in God's hands now."

She added: "It's out of our hands. There's nothing we can do."

Asked how her daughter was faring, Kathy said earlier, "She's doing the best she can."

Hilton was seen being handcuffed before getting into a police cruiser and was photographed crying in the backseat.

As the gates of the driveway opened, the scene was pandemonium, with the officers on their bullhorns and Hilton's fans screaming.

Friday's proceeding was granted by Judge Sauer after the Los Angeles City Attorney requested an emergency hearing to demand that the Sheriff's Department put Hilton back in jail.

City Attorney Rocky Delgadillo had accused the department of disobeying the judge's original sentencing orders, which explicitly forbade electronic monitoring.

Yet due to an undisclosed medical condition, Hilton was released from Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood, Calif., early Thursday and reassigned to home detention after serving just three days of her minimum 23-day sentence.

The heiress was fitted with an ankle bracelet and her original 45-day sentence was reinstated – since she'd enjoy the confines of her Hollywood Hills home instead of a 12-by-8-foot cell – with credit for five days served.

Hilton's reassignment sparked outrage across the nation; the L.A. Board of Supervisors alone received more than 500 angry calls, e-mails and faxes by Thursday afternoon. At least two of the supervisors demanded an investigation.

I want a new hairstyle

2007-06-08T02:48:00.000-07:00

So, what happened to me in the past few days? I just watch tv. FashionTV and ETC are my heroes. I watched the rerun of America's Next Top Model Cycle 6. Joanie should have won.

I promised to myself that I'll study for the college exam. ( I mean after my review classes) and yes. yesterday, I studied English and fell asleep. I really need to focus. But, I promise that I'll study starting.. tomorrow!!I still dont know which course am I going to take. I must submit the UPCAT Form1 next week!!

BA Broadcast Communication
BS Business Administration
BA Journalism
BS Nursing

Ok, I want a new hair style. I might change my hair style after a few months. Haha :)) I'll let my hair grow first. (yes, because my hair now is too short) Im really inspired by Twiggy's hairstyle and Victoria Beckham's too of course. They both look so chic. I really dont know why I like short hair nowadays.

I also want to buy a new pair of hot flats. I need to go shopping. Haha :))

Paris Back to Jail

2007-06-08T02:47:00.000-07:00

I got this from the ET site

JUST IN: The L.A. City Attorney has filed a motion asking for Paris to return to jail to serve out her full sentence.

Is PARIS HILTON headed back to jail? ET has learned that the L.A. City Attorney, ROCKY DELGADILLO, has filed a motion asking the judge in Paris' case to return her behind bars to serve out her full sentence. Paris has been ordered to attend a 9 a.m. hearing at the Hill Street courthouse in downtown L.A. Friday morning, with the Sheriff's Department told to transport her there.

Delgadillo is asking Judge MICHAEL T. SAUER to hold a hearing to determine why the Sheriff's Department should not be held in contempt of court for violating the judge's court order, having made Paris "leave on electronic monitoring," when the order specifically included the edict, "no electronic monitoring."

"I am going to serve the remaining 40 days of my sentence," she said in a statement after serving only 73 hours behind bars. "I have learned a great deal from this ordeal and hope that others have learned from my mistakes."

At a press conference this morning, L.A. County Sheriff Spokesperson STEVE WHITMORE told reporters that due to "medical issues," the heiress had been "reassigned" at about 2 a.m. Thursday and would finish out her sentence on house arrest. Whitmore told the press Paris would actually be completing her original 45 day sentence, minus 5 days already served: "She's confined to her home for 40 days." He added that she has already been fitted for an electronic monitoring ankle bracelet.

Terms of house arrest include a radius limited to 75-100 feet from her home; she cannot leave the house for work; and a doctor's appointment must first be cleared with the proper channels.

Sources close to the Hilton family tell ET the medical reason was actually an extreme rash she developed on her body. Other reports are claiming that the socialite almost had a nervous breakdown and that was the reason behind her release.

Delgadillo released a statement today condemning the decision to release Paris from jail. "Had we been provided with the proper notification, we would have opposed the decision on legal grounds," he said.

Delgadillo also called the medical condition explanation for releasing Paris "puzzling," adding that "Los Angeles County Jail medical facilities are well-equipped to deal with medical situations involving inmates."

"I have directed my criminal branch to immediately explore all possible legal options to ensure that the law is being applied equally and justly in this case," he said. "If law enforcement officials are to enjoy the respect of those we are charged with protecting, we cannot tolerate a two-tiered jail system where the rich and powerful receive special treatment. We must ensure that in our city, in our nation, and under our Constitution, justice remains blind."

ALLAN PARACHINI, spokesman for the Los Angeles Superior Court, explained the decision, saying, "Early release from jail is not an uncommon phenomenon. It occurs every day in L.A. County." He added that the jails are the jurisdiction of the sheriff, not the court system.

According to People, Paris was having trouble behind bars. "She cries all day," a source told the magazine. "She looks unwashed, she has no makeup and her hair is tangled. She cried audibly through the first two nights."

Paris' 12-by-8-foot cell was in a "high power" pod, which is reserved for high-profile inmates who need special protection.

The celebutante began her sentence at Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood, CA, Sunday night, and People also reports that Paris' psychiatrist, who has been treating her for the past eight months, visited the star in jail on Tuesday, accompanied by her lawyer, and stayed for about two hours.

On Monday, Hilton's lawyer spoke outside the L.A. County jail where she was being held, saying that she "is doing very well under the circumstances," and that the staff members reported her as being "gracious, polite and thankful." He also said that she turned herself in early because she "did not want to make a media circus out of this event but rather [wanted to] surrender quietly."

ET obtained Hilton's official booking sheet, which lists her at five feet eight inches and a slender 115 pounds. Her cell was furnished with a metal toilet with no seat and a thin mattress on a hard bed. She had meals in her cell and had at least one hour a day to shower, watch TV in a community room or exercise. Her first meal behind bars on Monday was cereal, juice and bread.

We caught up with the heiress at last weekend's MTV Movie Awards, where she told our KEVIN FRAZIER, "I'm obviously scared, but I am ready to face my sentence."

Barbie loves M•A•C

2007-06-08T02:46:00.000-07:00

2007
Gold Label™

Fashion

Product Code: K7966Price: $35.00

Sold Out

A cult favorite of beauty mavens for years, the edgy, trend-setting M·A·C makeup line has redefined contemporary cosmetics with its amazing colors and hip rock star flair. Like any trendy M·A·C loving girl, M·A·C Barbie® doll oozes extreme confidence and style! It's no surprise that beloved fashion phenomenon Barbie® doll and finger-on-the-pulse M·A·C make the perfect pairing. With her own must-have M·A·C "makeup case" and a glam, modern look inspired by the limited edition Barbie™ Loves M·A·C Spring '07 color collection, this doll is undeniably M·A·C fabulous.

We apologize that the M·A·C Barbie® Doll is sold out on BarbieCollector.com. The immediate worldwide positive response to this doll was unanticipated, as it was produced as a complement to the Barbie™ Loves M·A·C Spring 2007 makeup collection.

Beginning in May, there will be a few thousand additional dolls available on BarbieLovesMAC.com.

Also, through March 13th, there is an opportunity to win the M·A·C Barbie® Doll and the complete Barbie™ Loves M·A·C color collection via sweepstakes by going to:
http://www.maccosmetics.com/sweeps/barbie/barbie_sweeps.tmpl
Many thanks for your interest in M·A·C and Barbie® and thank you for your patience.

Fashionista's wish

2007-06-06T03:00:00.000-07:00

I dont have anything to do right now, so that means BLOG ! :)

and yes, this site is still under construction. Im still fixing it.

Hehe :))

I was watching FashionTv a while ago (i really loooove this show) There's a show about models (First Face) and I really really like Irina Lazareanu. (dont get me wrong, im not a lesbian) She's really funny and spunky.

I also like Gemma Ward, Kate Moss, Heather Marks, Natasha Poly, Alessandra Ambrosio, Lily Cole,Julia Stegner,Daria Werbowy and a lot more models whose names escape me. I think they all look gorgeous. (I wish Im taller)

I wish I could buy more clothes. Designer clothes. So if you want to send me some love, send me some clothes(email me) like Chanel,Chloe,Dior,Just Cavalli, Christian Lacroix(for couture),Topshop,Zara,Gucci, Marc Jacobs etc. I cant splurge because I am still saving money for my Europe trip. *I'll buy lots of clothes there* Haha :))

and I would love to meet Karl Lagerfeld and Bryan Boy too. Haha :)) and of course all of the designers!!

I want a Chanel bag!!
Ditto Marc Jacobs!!
Ditto Balenciaga!!!
Ditto LVs!!

and of course JEWELRIES. Diamond(s) is/are my BFF

okay, I'll post some bags here. (I'll promise I'll post more SOON) and I'll post more clothes soon!!

These are some of my favorites:

and here are some quotes

The glamorous parts of business are indeed glamorous, but they're fleeting and fickle.

I got tired of feeling like Dracula. I wanted to see some daylight, and not just at six o'clock in the morning. (Kate Moss)

“Now I'm being blamed not only for anorexia but for lung cancer. [On being a high-profile social smoker]”

“It was kind of boring for me to have to eat. I would know that I had to, and I would.”

"I don't know if I want to be a diva. To me a diva is someone fabulous and glamorous but they often have bad reputations. Shopping is my favourite thing - my last bout of retail therapy was two hours ago. "

My whole life spent wondering who's hiding behind this face of mine.

"All my fans tell me what a glamorous life I have, but I tell them how hard I work and how many nights I spend alone with my dogs, eating chicken pot pie in my bedroom." -Shannen Doherty

I drink champagne when I'm happy and when I'm sad. Sometimes I drink it when I'm alone. When I have company I consider it obligatory. I trifle with it if I'm not hungry and drink it when I am. Otherwise I never touch it - unless I'm thirsty. ~ Madame Lilly Bollinger

In a perfect world, everyone would have a glass of Champagne every evening. ~ Willie Gluckstern

I drink Champagne when I win, to celebrate…and I drink Champagne when I lose, to console myself. ~ Napoleon Bonaparte

“A cause may be inconvenient, but it's magnificent. It's like champagne or high heels, and one must be prepared to suffer for it.”

*indeed, I AM GLAMOROUS ***
OMG. I am so inlove with Fashion and Glam

So Long Sweet Summer

2007-06-06T02:47:00.000-07:00

8 days to go and summer is officially over. (sigh) No more late night parties, sleeping,watching tv. No more bumming.Ill surely miss this.

This will be my last year as a high school student. Last year to have fun with my good old friends. Last year to meet new high school friends. And yes, this will be my last year to make things right in high school (Yes, I need to study harder and no more slacking) and in a few months I am going to take a lot of college entrance exam.(Study harder) I'll make this last school year worth and the best of all.

And yes, that means I will be busy at school and I cant update my site everyday. Maybe I'll update it every week.

*** EDIT*********

Im currently watching the replay of Ms. Universe 2007. This year is the best Ms. Universe yet. (well at least for me) I really love the choreography and everything, from the stage design to the judges, the host and of course, the contestants.

and the show reminds me of the Victoria's Secret Fashion Show

Here are my favorite contestants

Ms. Japan/Ms. Universe - Riyo Mori: she's one lucky girl. I would love to win. Hahaha (so that I could live a glamorous life)

Ms. Korea- Honey Lee : oh my, she's so pretty and she's a black belter

Ms. Philippines- Ms. Anna Theresa Licaros: beauty and brains plus she's Ms. Photogenic
and btw, Anna Theresa is a Broadcast Communication, Summa Cum Laude and was raised in Cainta ,Rizal -- hmm. maybe this is a sign?

Ms. Brazil - Natalia Guimaraes : I like her answer, she's so smart

Ms. USA- Rachel Smith-: haha :)) she's cute. She's like Miriam Quiambao

Ms. Thailand- she's so pretty

Ms. India-Puja Gupta: I like the way she looks. Her face isnt the typical Indian

That's it for now.

Okay, Im such a fan girl. Haha :))

Watch this

and if you want to see the photos of the contestants click here

RIYO MORI
MISS UNIVERSE® 2007

What started as her grandmother's premonition became a reality for Riyo Mori on May 28th, 2007. At the Auditorio Nacional in Mexico City, the Japanese beauty was crowned Miss Universe 2007 at the age of 20.

A self-described "modern-day female samurai," Riyo prides herself on having a great sense of independence and self, "the traditional samurai spirit prizes composure, patience and a sense of justice. It is someone who fearlessly faces challenges with a strong will." Riyo definitely embodies an independent woman. By the age of 16, she left her home in Shizuoka, Japan to study abroad in Canada, eventually reaching New York at 19 years old. Through her travels and studies, Riyo has been able to master adapting to different environments, the importance of learning foreign languages and the need for intercultural understanding. When her host guardian in Canada was suffering from hearing loss, Riyo learned American Sign Language to communicate. This experience eventually led her to volunteer with Deaf children, working on art activities.

A dancer and performer since the age of four, Riyo has spent most of her life focused on her craft. Her mother runs a dance school in their hometown, where Riyo first discovered her passion. She was literally surrounded by dance, where classes were held on the bottom level of their house. It wasn't long before she was traveling the world in pursuit of her career. Riyo studied at the Quinte Ballet School of Canada, the Radio City Rockettes' Summer Intensive and was also accepted to the Broadway Dance Center in New York, but ultimately turned down the offer when she realized she made it to the finals of Miss Japan. "Everything was prepared; I even had an apartment in New York. But having the chance to become Miss Universe was beyond any dream. I had to do it."

With the title of Miss Universe now under her belt, Riyo is as determined as ever. She aspires to become the first Japanese Radio City Rockette and will eventually open an international dance school in Tokyo, Japan. "My mother taught me that women can have it all. You donít have to choose between having a family or career, you can do both." Riyo intends on spreading this message of empowerment and independence to women all over the world, just as her mother has for her.

Riyo is also excited to start championing the official causes of MISS UNIVERSE®, which include increasing HIV/AIDS awareness by focusing on womenís health and reproductive issues and forging relationships with organizations committed to research and education, including the Latino Commission on AIDS, Global Health Council and Godís Love We Deliver.

***and btw, Nina Garcia (Fashion Director of Elle Magazine) is one of the judges and also Ms. Dayanara Torres (former Ms. Universe)

making chanelhearts my own

2007-06-05T08:23:00.000-07:00

My site is still under construction. Im still fixing some stuff. Ive added another widget. ask me anything. But here's one rule : Respect me and my site. Ayt?

And Im still learning how to use the Adobe Photoshop, so that I could make a personalized layout for my site, but for now, Ill use this one.

and yes. I need inspiration so that I could write more. Haha :))
Toodles

"I don't do fashion, I am fashion.” -Coco Chanel

Happy Birthday Cheska

2007-06-05T08:22:00.000-07:00

Today's the birthday of my sister, Francesca! I miss them!!Right now, Im YM-ing her.

Yesterday, Julie,Therese, Christine and I went to school to submit our UPCAT form #2. (CJ didnt submit it yesterday, I think she went to school a while ago) and we had a hard time answering and filling out the application form. (we even approached our guidance counselor just to make sure) Then T-ann and I went to MSA to check the result of my dry run exam. Then went to LSC because Julie's going to enroll there. While waiting for Julie, Christine and I went to National to buy folder/envelope for our upcat forms. I bought 2 (I know I should not have bought the other one) then went to Jollibee and CJ bought a soda

We went to Greenhills afterwards, window shopped, ate lunch at Grilla, played at TimeZone (btw, I got a pencil case), window shopping again and bought a DVD.Grr. I was fooled by the vendor.He told me that complete na daw yung episodes dun sa season. I hate those kind of people.

Anyway,after that we went to Julie's crib. Magic Sing! haha :)) it was fun. We also ate ice cream. Julie's Bro, Rom is so cute and he is so funny. Haha :))

Okay, that ends yesterday. haha :))

Today, I watched One Tree Hill (3 am in the morning) then went to bed and woke up at around 1pm. Then ate my breakfast/lunch,watched Project Runway (Jeffrey Sabella won. I also like Uli's designs) and The Search for The Next Doll (Ugh. I hate Asia. Melissa should be the winner, not Asia- I really hate her) . Haha :))

That's it for now.

Fashionably Kate

2007-06-05T08:21:00.000-07:00

Kate wears a Kate Moss Topshop jacket, about $140. Available at Barneys New York (in black) and topshop.com.

ith her effortless mix of vintage gems and hot-off-the-runway gifts from designer friends, Kate Moss's style is impossible to imitate. But that hasn't stopped legions of loyal fans from trying. For the first time ever, the supermodel is opening her wardrobe to the public with a collection of greatest hits for Topshop, London's mega-popular fast-fashion emporium. Remember those short shorts she donned with Wellies for Glastonbury's music fest? They're here, as are her trademark vests and floral frocks. So now that you finally have your foot in her closet door, how to channel the trendsetter without looking like a copy-Kate? "Kate doesn't wear one label head to toe," offers Julie Gilhart, fashion director of Barneys New York, which—along with topshop.com—is bringing the Brit's incomparable cool to the States. "Whether you buy one piece from the line or ten, combine them in a way that?s uniquely your own."—EVONNE GAMBRELL

dress: Pansy-print, about $90.

vest: striped, about $70.

bikini: embroidered, about $70.

sandals: metallic flats, about $70.

shorts: denim, about $60.

All, Kate Moss Topshop, topshop.com.

Ten Best Dressed

2007-06-05T08:10:00.000-07:00

10 Best Dressed

who: Jessica Stam

wore: Dior Couture by John Galliano

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Camilla Belle

wore: Gaultier Paris Haute Couture

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who:Kate Bosworth

wore: Prada

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Mary-Kate Olsen

wore: Lily et Cie

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Coco Rocha (with designer Jean-Paul Gaultier)

wore: Gaultier Paris Haute Couture

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Elettra Rossellini-Weidemannwore: Yves Saint Laurent

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Ginnifer Goodwin

wore: Marc Jacobs

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Irina Lazareanu (with designer Phillip Lim)

wore: 3.1 Phillip Lim

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Claire Danes

wore: Prada

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

when: May 7

who: Hana Soukupova (with designer Thakoon)

wore: Thakoon

where: The Costume Institute Gala at the Metropolitan Museum of Art

Paris in Jail

2007-06-05T01:45:00.000-07:00

Celebutante PARIS HILTON turned herself into L.A.'s Twin Towers Jail at about 11:40 p.m. Sunday night. According to the L.A. County Sheriff's department, she was then brought to Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood, CA, in an unmarked police car, where she began serving her sentence for violation of probation.

On Monday, Hilton's lawyer spoke outside the L.A. County jail where she is being held, saying that she "is doing very well under the circumstances," and that the staff members reported her as being "gracious, polite and thankful." He also said that she turned herself in early because she "did not want to make a media circus out of this event but rather [wanted to] surrender quietly."

ET obtained Hilton's official booking sheet, which lists her at five feet eight inches and a slender 115 pounds. So far, she is not sharing her 12-foot by 8-foot cell, which is furnished with a metal toilet with no seat and a thin mattress on a hard bed. She will take meals in her cell and spend at least one hour a day for showering, watching TV in a community room or exercising. Her first meal behind bars on Monday was cereal, juice and bread.

Just a few hours before she reported in -- Paris shared her feelings about jail time in a revealing interview with ET.

We caught up with the heiress at the MTV Movie Awards, where she told our KEVIN FRAZIER, "I'm obviously scared, but I am ready to face my sentence."

She also revealed that she chose to go to an L.A. County Jail, rather than a "pay jail" that might have had more perks.

"I did have an option to go to a pay jail," she told Kevin, "but I chose to decline because I feel that the media portrays me in a way that I'm not and I wanted to show everyone that I can be just like everybody else. And I'm gonna do the time the right way, and I hope this will be a good example to people."

Paris also says that negative comments do hurt her, but added, "Hopefully this will show people that, you know, I am a strong and good person."

How will she pass the time in prison?

"By going in there I am going to have to be alone ... for the first time in my life. I'm gonna do a lot of reading and ... just grow as a person and come out of there better than ever."

In the end, she told ET that she's at peace with her plight: "Even though it's scary and I'm sad, I feel like everything happens for a reason, and God made this happen for a reason."

The "Simple Life" star was all smiles as she attended two other Hollywood events last week with her sister, NICKY. Saturday evening, she and Nicky were with their mom KATHY HILTON as she celebrated the 30th class reunion of University High School, coordinated by The Reunion Committee, Inc.

In jail, the pampered heiress is making some serious sacrifices to her new lifestyle. Paris had to give up her clothes and jewelry for a standard-issue jumpsuit -- and she was given the same toiletry kit that all the inmates receive.

The 26-year-old star will be allowed to wear make-up in prison, but it has to be purchased from the jail's commissary on a pre-paid account.

Paris had until 11:59 p.m. Tuesday to begin her jail sentence, which concerns a probation violation for driving on a suspended license. The star has said that she is "ready to face the consequences" for her actions.

"No one is above the law," she said. "I surely am not. I do not expect to be treated better than anyone else who violated probation. However, my hope is that I will not be treated worse."

Get your very own "Free Paris" tee RIGHT HERE in the shopET store.

I miss them

2007-06-02T23:53:00.000-07:00

Mom,Dad,Cheska and Erika left for Saudi a few hours ago. I'm gonna miss them so much. I know that there are times that I am not at my best, but still I love them. There's no one to talk to here in our house and Im too lazy to clean my room. (Btw, my room is a bit messy). I managed not to drop a single tear while saying goodbye. ( I dont want them to know im crying). But I think they knew that I cried. Oh well,I am lonely again. I dont want to go to school. Well, summer is finally over.I am really looking forward for the summer next year. Hope that next year would be a blast . :) I also hope that this school year will be the best one since this is my last year in high school.

Mom,Dad,Cheska,Erika: I know they wont be able to read this but I want them to know that I am sorry and I love them so much, and I miss them. I promise that I'll study harder.

I cant believe that I'm already in 4th year and I cant believe I'm going to college next school year!! I'm excited, but I'm still not sure what course I am going to take.

Note to self: Start saving money for my Europe trip. (hehe) and for my shopping spree

Argh! I forgot to watch 3 episodes of One Tree Hill. I must buy the DVD SOON.

I need inspiration. I want to write but I cant find inspiration. I need one. I'll read more books, maybe I'll find more inspiration and because I dont know what will I write here.

I ask my mom ( a while ago) if she could buy me Zara, Topshop for Kate Moss, Debenhams etc. clothes, chanel perfume and bags and she told me she's going to buy me. Yey!!

I miss them

Topshop

2007-06-02T22:55:00.000-07:00

Ths aint mine.
Got this from Abbie.
(One of her blog entries)

BURNING PASSION FOR HOT FASHION.

Ha,ha. As promised! This is something I'm trying out. Ha,ha. See, I'm an aspiring Feature writer. And I'd love to be given the privelege to write for a magazine, or 2bU! And so, let me start practicing by doing this trend report/fashion review for you guys. Ha,ha.

I actually searched online about it and found beans from MSNBC. They mentioned a few, like Prints,Minis,Metallics,Flowy ensembles and Technicolors. I searched for photos of the recent Fashion Week in Paris and based on studying the numbers that rocked the catwalk, I came up with Androgynous pieces and Avant-Garde being part of the trend as well.

I've also grabbed a few photos from my love (as usual, TopShop), and (as usual) I loved their 2007 line. Made me want to rip the lookbook off my monitor.

ANd yes, I'm on Poser mode again, or whatever you want to call it. Ha,ha.

HERE GOES. SPRING/SUMMER TRENDS FOR 2007!

I swear, Alexander McQueen is one of my all-time favorite designers. Monochromatic hues are still in the scene. I loved how he made this number look so feminine, but the pieces are actually more masculine, especially the hat. Hermès gives off this "I kick ass" vibe with the big coat, and the color. I think its for the classy chick who wants to experiment but doesn't want to compromise being "classy".

Finally, designers are giving us the chance to be ourselves. Through this, we can show everyone else how artistic we can get through dressing up. Don't you just love that Avant-Garde is finally part of the trend? I suggest that we play with more colors, though. You can still stick to monchromatic colors if you don't want to go THAT crazy. Or, you can experiment with clothes using the same shade of color. Just make sure you add accessories to not make it look boring. Chunky accessories like the ones from Christian Lacroix perhaps?

This made me really happy. You all know I am into Antoi a lot and since most of her wardrobe was composed of girly stuff like frills and ruffles and flowers - this trend allows me to go show everyone how crazy I am over them now. Ha,ha. I mean, it really does allow you to look like a walking flower shop. Seriously, if you can pull off that McQueen number, why not? You can settle for this Hermès ensemble too if you feel like going for the minimalist look. Don't wear the jacket, pair them with flip-flops, tie your hair back, apply barely any make-up and wear those big-arse shades. Yes. Very Kirsten Dunst.

I really do think its the most comfortable and classy trend this year. Actually, flowy tops and dresses have been around for awhile. I think they're just taking it to the next level, making it more sexy. I'd definitely love it if I dressed sophistically.

Ah yes. Silver, Gold and Bronze. Wear your sunglasses when you open your closet. Ha,ha. Don't go all out Metallic though. If you don't like anything mettalic on your clothes, you can settle for mettalic accessories. Just don't make it look like you wanna take Ludacris' title with uhm, all the bling-bling. If you decide on wearing mettalic outfits, make sure you're just wearing one. Like,a Trapeze top or a Tunic paired with mettalic leggings or a mettalic off-shoulder top with black leggings or skinny jeans.

Flash everyone with those hot gams! Please remember to exfoliate before you do, though. You can wear that Stella McCartney mini dress with leggings, pair them with flip-flops,Chuck Taylors or flats. If you're headed to the beach, you can wear the mini dress alone (I'd love to). Can you find a hint of Avant-Garde in this Louis Vuitton ensemble? If you want to pull if off, you can pair it with flats or flip-flops (if you dare) and change into red platforms by night. If you don't want to overdo it, make sure you stick to accentuating one part of your body.

Hurray Madonna! Remember she started the Disco Diva look last year? Now we can wear more of those. I love colors. I love mixing and matching them. Hello Neons! Ha,ha. I only wore my skinny jeans over a hand-me-down neon pink bodysuit from my Mom once. Now I can wear it more and pair it with hotpants and electric blue leggings. YES. If you can't handle flashy colors, you can still stick to pastels, but this time make sure you pair them with colors not even close to each other. Say, pink and blue or green and orange. This specific trend is FUN, FUN, FUN! I love.

Source: WWW.MSNBC.MSN.COM (trends) WWW.TELEGRAPH.CO.UK (photos)

TOPSHOP'S COLLECTIONS FOR 2007

You know that I love jumpers.I love everything braced, and I love my chucks. I love that the first outfit has class to it. The second one makes me want to go to the Pier and have ice cream (like Ryan and Marissa from The OC). Its got an edgy, nautical feel to it that I just love. Plus, nothing beats feeling comfortable AND trendy at the same time.

Can everyone say, HELLO SEVENTIES! This collection makes me feel like, a Bohemian Rockstar. Its so carefree and easy. And I can finally wear my bandana that way without people laughing at me. Unless of course, they really don't care about these trends and think I look funny wearing it that way. Ha,ha. Oh well, you better fly to where I am now. I promise to personally greet you. Welcome to Bohemia, where people don't have corks up their arses!

Probably my MOST FAVORITE of all their collections. Because it has so much funky and bright colors! And I'd really love to have the first outfit.

You can see the mixture of last year's and this year's trends in this collection. Black stockings, Platforms, Jumpers and Skinny jeans. Only this time vamped with more easy and flowy tops and headdresses. Very modern Seventies.

This collection has more urban pieces. It has a hint of Androgyny to it too. Its for the Laid-back NYC girl. I can definitely see Carrie Bradshaw pulling off the first outfit, only with crazy accessories. LOVE.

Source: All photos courtesy of TopShop.

and I got this one from her too!!

They just launched a new collection called POP and I'm loving it, especially the Harajuku vibe the shirts scream off.
.

Sorry I just uber love TopShop so much. I swear, the first thing I'll do if I ever get to the UK, is to go the nearest TopShop store and raid it.

WOOHOO!

This is TopShop's latest line, POP! Wah I want them all.

I'm loving high-waisted pants now. I mean, the ones back in the 90's were sloppy since they don't do any good to your ass (it makes them look flat) since they were baggy and the word FIT didn't really matter back then.

I swear I'd still love SKULLS even if the Rock trend's over.

My good friend Kat (Ramos) told me she dreamt about me, and that I was pregnant. She told me that I should wear a skull-printed shirt then (Totally, Kat! I'm buying something like this when the time comes! Ha,ha) .

I so can't wait to get a Rolling Stones tee. The one I saw in TopShop recently looked better than this. Oh and I'm totally falling for smocks. My love for everything Pinafore, would never fade.

I super love cover-ups. I think they add spice to outfits. Especially if you layer them or wear like a skull-printed scarf around your neck. I guess its obvious that I'm totally digging Nicole Ritchie's style. And oohh oohh! Bubble hems! Hahaha.

Please, please. HIGH-WAISTED JEANS. Gimme gimme. I heard street-sweeper jeans are back in the scene. Well even if they're not, I'd still want one. I love Moto jeans, ang ganda kase ng fit sa tush.

I smell Madonna just looking at the leggings and the bodysuit. It reminds me of Alessanda Tinio's favorite Betsey Johnson bodysuit, too. Heehee. I want more jumpers and playsuits! Rawr.

I got most of my skull accessories from TopShop. And I want more! Ha,ha. I love that the hobo bag has charms. And don't you just love the Celia Burtwell umbrella? And the platforms? Grabe buti pa dito sa Jeddah, they sell TopShop platform shoes. Must beg Mom. Hahaha. babe, get me that pair of Lingerie! Hah!

All photos courtesy of TopShop.

If only I earned in euros (actually, if I only earned at all . HAH! Jeez I NEED TO GET A JOB) I would raid TS just like Scarlett Johansson.

- Abbie Almasco

I hate goodbyes

2007-06-02T06:56:00.000-07:00

Im gonna miss them. theyre going back to Saudi tom. They know naman how much Im gonna miss them.

I hate goodbyes

Topshop,Bitten,MAC

2007-06-02T00:54:00.000-07:00

TOPSHOP ♥ KATE MOSS

Style Icon, Model, Muse, Designer... Kate Moss designed a collection in collaboration with Topshop for Spring Summer 07.

I have always been a big fan of Topshop and regularly shop there. I love what they stand for and am very excited at the thought of working with them. It's going to be great fun. - Kate Moss

http://katemosstopshop.com

FASHION IS NOT A LUXURY, IT'S A RIGHT!

Sarah Jessica Parker decided to partner with Steve and Barry's for her sportswear label "Bitten."

Women should be able to wear great clothes and not lie in bet at night feeling guilty about how much they've spent. - Sarah Jessica Parker
BARBIE LOVES MAC COLLECTION

Makeup Art Cosmetics' 2007 line "Barbie Loves MAC"

Specially created for all you living dolls.

Young Hollywood Gone Wild

2007-06-01T06:30:00.000-07:00

I got these from People.com

Nicky Hilton Says Jail for Paris Is 'Absurd'

FRIDAY JUNE 01, 2007 08:15 AM EDT

By Courtney Rubin

With the June 5 deadline for Paris Hilton to turn herself in to jail looming, her younger sister Nicky is speaking out.

"I think she should definitely be punished, but going to jail for a traffic violation is pretty absurd," Hilton, 23, told PEOPLE Thursday at the BlackBerry Curve launch party in Los Angeles, which she attended with Paris.

Though a source told PEOPLE Paris is dreading jail time, the 26-year-old heiress wasn't showing it. Wearing a flirty pink dress, Paris was giddy and giggly as she chatted with her sister and a female pal. (She declined to speak to PEOPLE, saying: "I'm not doing interviews.")

A longtime Paris friend says the laughter is her way of coping. "She's the eternal optimist," the pal – who spoke with Paris at the party – told PEOPLE. "She's been through so much, but that's always her disposition.

Paris has until June 5 to turn herself in to the Century Regional Detention Facility in Lynwood, Calif., where she will serve at least 23 days for violating probation by driving with a suspended license.

After serving time, Hilton can look forward to a party – in St Tropez. She's the face of a canned sparkling wine called Rich Prosecco and, according to the company, will appear at their summer party. When's the party? Depends on when she gets out.

"We have to wait and see what happens on June 5," Gunther Aloys, the Austria-based head of Rich Prosecco, tells PEOPLE. "Her family is very anxious about what will happen. When it [the jail sentence] is over, she was planning to go on vacation at the end of June. We expect to have a party day then with her in St. Tropez."

The heiress – who came to Zurich in April for the brand – will also have a photo shoot on the Matterhorn in July or August, plus a market launch in England this summer. Her three-to-five year contract with the brand also includes a share of the business, though Aloys wouldn't specify how much.

• Reporting by KAREN NICKEL-ANHALT and MICHELLE TAN

Friend Says Lindsay Lohan Is 'Happy' in Rehab

THURSDAY MAY 31, 2007 08:00 AM EDT

By Mary Margaret

Maybe the second time's the charm for Lindsay Lohan, who a friend says is settling well into her rehab treatment.

"She's happy where she is and is just taking time to herself to learn and be okay," stylist friend Nate Newell told PEOPLE at Wednesday's Los Angeles opening of the flagship Diesel store on Melrose Place. "I've been in touch with her and she likes it."

After a weekend of partying following her DUI citation, Lohan checked into Promises treatment center in Malibu on Memorial Day.

"She's so much in the public eye 24 hours a day that she's gotten so caught up," Newell explained of the factors contributing to Lohan's ongoing struggle. "I think she surrounds herself with good people generally, but all the pressure that she's around has created this alternate universe in a way and it's hard for her to stay grounded."

Although Lohan, 20, had checked into the Wonderland Center in West Hollywood in January, her continued partying after her month-long stay only intensified suspicions of substance abuse.

During her stay at Wonderland, "she was back and forth from the I Know Who Killed Me set, but this time she'll totally be there [at Promises]," said Newell, who plans to visit the actress over the weekend. "She just needs to be away from everyone and not get attacked by the paparazzi."

Lohan was able to leave Wonderland due to its program called Sober Companions in which patients may leave the center, accompanied by a staff member, for pressing work commitments or to visit children and family.

"She's doing really, really well," he added. "She probably should be there and it will be the best for her. I think [now] she's ready for it."

Lohan's next movie, Poor Things, was slated to begin filming on Thursday in Los Angeles, and at the actress's request, the project will find a way to ensure her continued involvement.

"We are trying to rearrange the shooting schedule to facilitate her working at the end of the shoot to coincide with the completion of her rehabilitation," producers Rob Hickman and Shirley MacLaine said Wednesday "We wish her love and the blending of mind, body, and spirit."

Meanwhile, Lohan's most recent hookup, Calum Best, was also at the Diesel event, and told PEOPLE, "I support her 100 percent."

But Best, 26, has his own troubles: The British TV personality recently told U.K. newspaper The Sun he's a sex addict with a drinking and drug problem. "I'm a bad boy," he said. "I go out and get drunk, I get high on cocaine and I do stupid debauched things with the wrong women."

As for Lohan, he said: "Lindsay needs to concentrate on herself now. If she's having problems I will back her up. She is a lovely girl. I'm here to support her. I can't say she's my girlfriend. We'll see. We're still in touch."

New Hair

2007-06-01T05:30:00.000-07:00

I went to the salon a while ago with mom,dad,bro and erika. Had a haircut. :) Im loving my new hair. My hair is Victoria Beckam-ish/Victoria Beckham inspired. My new hairstyle is way better than the old ones. My hair is short but it is chic.

Im lonely. My parents and 2 sisters are going to leave this sunday na.I'll miss them.I want them to stay here pa. I should not have fought with my sister (Cheska) before. Im gonna miss them soo much.

Btw, I got 3 free movie tickets for the movie Meet The Robinsons. Haha :)) Im so happy

Ugh, I wish Im taller. A lot of people think Im a kid. FYI : Im already 16 and Im in 4th year high school.

I need to save more money . I want to buy more clothes.

Chance Chanel
Coco Mademoiselle Perfume
Gucci Envy Me
Ralph Lauren Hot and A LOT MORE TO COME
Chanel,LV,Dior,D&G,Christian Lacroix,Fendi,Gucci,Prada,Marc Jacobs, Hermes,Versace,Roberto Cavalli,BCBG Max Azria,Chloe etc. shoes,bags,fragrances,clothes,eyewear,accessories
Zara
Topshop
Debenhams
Tomato
Guess
Forever21
American Eagle Outfitters
NafNaf
Fiorucci
Jimmy Choo
Christian Louboutin
Lisa Kline
Kitson
H&M
Claire's
Roxy
Billabong
Aeropostale
LeSportSac TokiDoki
Cartier
Chopard
Tiffany & Co.
Baby Phat
more to COME
SOON

err. I have to fix this

Still Undecided

2007-05-30T05:12:00.000-07:00

Ms. Japan was crowned Miss Universe 2007. Yey! Im so happy for her. Thank God, an Asian won. Although Ms. Anna Theresa Licaros didnt win Ms. Universe, I am still proud of her for winning Ms. Photogenic. (btw, i just found out that Ms. Licaros is a teacher at Expert Guides)

Moving on, I am still undecided. I dont know what course I am going to take for college.

Nursing (PreMed) : Hello Meredith Grey. Hello Dr. House
Broadcast Communication: Hello CNN. Hello Vanessa Minnillo. Hello Entertainment Tonight
Journalism : Hello Anna Wintour. Hello Vogue. Hello Elle
European Studies : Hello Europe

grr. I dunno what am I going to write. No inspiration. Ill try to write/make a decent entry when I am not lazy. I will try to find an inspiration.

grr#2 Ill miss my parents and my 2 sisters!! :( See you next year.*their flight is on Sunday.

I want to go to Europe!! I cant wait

Im still sick. :|

June 26:Metal mouth.. NOT ANYMORE. cant wait for my retainers. Haha :))
Toodles

I'll Get There too

2007-05-26T00:53:00.000-07:00

Ive been wanting to act and model since I was a little kid. I want to be an actress. I know Ill never be a model because I am too small for my age (hey, i am only 5") but im still hoping.My cousins and I used to imitate those people we see on tv and I used to play dress ups.Last night, I read an article in Teen Vogue about people who want to be famous. Jeniffer Hudson, for instance.She was eliminated in American Idol but that didn't stop her from doing what she wants. Now, she's an academy award winning actress and she's the cover of Vogue(I forgot what issue). Acting has been my passion since I dont know when. Acting is my only talent. I know I want to be an actress. I want to live a glamorous life. Ive never been on the spotlight. I joined a theatre guild in our school but Im not happy there because I dont have any close friends there. *im about to quit* but whatever. Acting will always remain as my passion. "Someday, I'll be BIG" I'll be glamorous someday.. SOON. Who knows, someday, I'll be an Oscar Winner. ;) and a supermodel. Or maybe I'll be a Tony award winning actress(though Im not gifted with a good singing voice) Haha :))

Who am I in the future?

2007-05-25T05:32:00.000-07:00

Julie and I went to school a while ago to pay for my transcript and to get her UP application. (Btw, I got mine before) . So yeah, after that, Julie and I went to Gateway,window shopped and then went to Starbucks. I bought Caramel Frappuccino ( I should not have bought one. Haha :))) then came T-ann . Yeah, so we talked about stuff and our "future" we waited for Christine there too.Then ate lunch at Shakey's and window shopped too. haha :)) twas super fun hanging out with them. Ill miss this.

Here's a list of the courses that I want to take in college. I am still undecided

BS Nursing (PreMed)
BA Journalism
BA Broadcast Communication
BS Business Administration
BS Biology
BA European Languages
a course that has something to do with advertising/magazines[fashion]

and here's a list of my "target" as i call it college:

UP Diliman
UP Manila
Ateneo
UST
DLSU
UA&P
St Paul
UCLA
Harvard
Princeton
Yale
Royal Academy of Dramatic Arts

Yay!! I am really nervous. Haha :)) Hope that Ill pass. :) I really want to get into a good college.

Ciao.

More clothes for me!! I need to save money. Haha :))

I want to study French and Italian!!

I want to buy more designer clothes and bags and shoes and accessories

My collection:

magazines
perfume/designer perfumes
clothes
bags
accessories
make up and other beauty products
gadgets
shoes

SO that means I need to save money for my collection and for my Europe trip. Haha :))

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At some point, I m feeling a little bit insecure. I know all of us has/have one. But yeah. I really dont know. I dont want to blab it here. Id like to keep some things private.okay. enough drama. I hate drama.

Toodles

Ciao.

What is the right major for me?

2007-05-25T05:25:00.000-07:00

You scored as French/Spanish/OtherLanguage, You should strongly consider majoring (or minoring) in a foreign language, especially French or Spanish as they have a greater use in today's world. But other languages could be useful to you as well, such as Chinese, Japanese, German, Italian, or many others. With a major in a foreign language you could teach, or work for a company as a translator or foreign correspondant.

It is possible that the best major for you is your 2nd, 3rd, or even 5th listed category, so be sure to consider ALL majors in your OTHER high scoring categories (below). You may score high in a category you didnt think you would--it is possible that a great major for you is something you once dismissed as not for you. The right major for you will be something 1) you love and enjoy and 2) are really great at it.

Consider adding a minor or double majoring to make yourself standout and to combine your interests. A minor in a foriegn language is useful for ANY major. Also, business or political science are great minors for a foreign language major. Please post your results in your myspace/blog/journal.

French/Spanish/OtherLanguage

94%

Accounting/Finance/Marketing

81%

History/Anthropology/LiberalArts

81%

Biology/Chemistry/Geology

75%

English/Journalism/Comm

75%

Nursing/AthleticTraining/Health

75%

Visual&PerformingArts

69%

Physics/Engineering/Computer

56%

HR/BusinessManagement

50%

Education/Counseling

50%

Psychology/Sociology

44%

Religion/Theology

38%

PoliticalScience/Philosophy

31%

Mathematics/Statistics

25%

WHAT MAJOR IS RIGHT FOR YOU?
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Tony Awards

2007-05-24T03:30:00.001-07:00

It's Broadway's Night of Nights!

On Sunday, June 10, 2007, the entire Broadway community turns its attention to New York City's Radio City Music Hall for the American Theatre Wing's 61st annual Tony Awards® ceremony, presented by the League of American Theatres and Producers and the American Theatre Wing. The 2007 Tonys will be telecast on CBS at 8:00 p.m./7c.

Our Tony night coverage begins with a live webcast from the Red Carpet, followed by exclusive video coverage of the pre-telecast awards in partnership with NY1 News.

Check back soon for more information.

http://www.tonyawards.com

Sober

2007-05-24T03:08:00.000-07:00

3 of my loved ones celebrated their birthdays this week(Dessa,Abbie and Kim) . I didnt go to Dess' party because my parents didnt allow me.It sucks. Haha. Last Tuesday, our family went to Nueva Ecija and Pampanga. After that, I went to Abbie's fun party and yeah I got drunk and I slept at her crib too. (I cant go home drunk) Haha :)) The next day, yesterday, we went to Kim's party. It was okay. haha :))

School's just 2 or 3 weeks away. I still don't want to go to school. But I don't want to be stuck here bumming. I have to do something productive. Im not yet finish answering/filling out the UPCAT form and the deadline is on June 15!! I must study. Haha :)) im too lazy to study.

I cant make a decent blog entry

Letting Go

2007-05-19T20:35:00.000-07:00

Friday: twas the last day of our MSA review classes. :(First, we had our dry run and whoa. It was really hard. Especially Math. Since I didnt eat breakfast,it was hard answering the questions while your stomach is empty. Then came lunch, first we(me,dessa,karen,kate,keiko,truds) went to Mcdo, but there were alot of people there so we went to shakeys instead. Went back to MSA and yeah, we were late, so we had a different classroom and i didnt see him. Our classroom was like a detention class because the room is super small and super cold. Super FUN. I met new friends!! haha :)) took a lot of pictures. After that,went to Eastwood with Karen,Dessa,Truds. I had fun!!

Im so stupid. I let him go. I missed the opportunity. Now I wont see him again na. :(

i will wait for you

2007-05-16T01:04:00.000-07:00

MSA day 10. Friday is our last day . :( Ill miss him. I am so stupid enough.Make your move, boy. Ill wait for you :).

Anyway, our last lesson today in Math was pretty hard. I cant solve without scanning my notes. Also in Science, discussed about Physics. twas kinda hard.

To Die For Bags

2007-05-16T00:17:00.001-07:00

There's more to come.. SOON :D

Hermes black crocodile birkin with pave diamonds

Gucci Boston

Black Fendi B Bag

Louis Vuitton's New Damier Collection

YSL muse bag

Bottega Veneta Bambina

Jimmy Choo Ramona Patent Tote

Risks

2007-05-14T20:38:00.000-07:00

I went to MSA last sunday because we didnt have classes yesterday, due to elections.
I didnt take the risk not because I am afraid but because of someone (the reason is lame,btw)
So yeah. But Id love to take the risk.Also, after my review, my family and I had lunch to celebrate Mother's day. After that, my Mom bought 3 pairs of shoes. Yeah, I was really exhausted. (wearing a 3 inch wedge for 4 hours).

I saw this dress at an online store and the dress is really gorgeous. Yay!! I have to buy one!!
Mom, Dad, please pumunta kayo sa bank ngayon and deposit yung money. PLEASE!!!!

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I may not be with him, but he's still my world. He's still the one thing worth holding onto. The true test of love is no matter how long you two go without talking, He will always find a way back into your heart. No matter how hard you try to forget him, you can't. It's the little things that mean the most, but breaks your heart all the same. It's those times when a song comes on & immediately you cry missing him, wanting him, needing him. Just wishing he thinks about you, & he has never forgotten the memories you two have, means everything. Just the small thought that maybe, just maybe there might be an "us". Give you the strength to hold on that much longer. You never realize how much you love something until you lose it. & You're the only one of the lucky ones if you get it back.

26 Things That A Perfect Guy Would Do

2007-05-12T05:41:00.000-07:00

26 Things That A
Perfect Guy Would Do...

1. Know how to make you smile when you
are down.

2. Try to secretly smell your hair, but
you always notice.

3. Stick up for you, but still respects
your independence.

4. Give you the remote control during
the game.

5. Come up behind you and put his arms
around you.

6. Play with your hair.

7. His hands always find yours.

8. Be cute when he really wants
something.

9 . Offer you plenty of massages.

10. Dance with you, even if he feels
like a dork.

11. Never run out of love.

12. Be funny, but know how to be
serious.

13. Realize he's being funny when he
needs to be serious.

14. Be patient when you take forever
to get ready.

15. React so cutely when you hit him
and it actually hurts.

16. Smile a lot.

17. Plans a romantic date full of
cheesy things he wouldn't normally like
to do, just because he knows it means a
lot to you.

18. Appreciate you.

19. Help others out.

20. Drive 5 hours just to see you for
1.

21. Always gives you a peck on the
cheek when you depart from each others
company, even when his friends are
watching.

22. Sing, even if he can't.

23. Have a creative sense of humor.

24. Stare at you.

25. Call for no reason.

26. Quit smoking, chewing, drinking, or
drugs - just because he loves u that
much to quit it.

No Fear

2007-05-11T02:40:00.000-07:00

There's an episode in One Tree Hill where Peyton is about to say her feelings to Lucas. His brother, Derek told her to take the risk and tell her feelings to lucas. I remember the line "NO FEAR".Yeah , Id love to take the risk but I dont know whats going to happen if i tell him that I love him. and I want to approach him and talk to him. Okay, ill introduce myself to him. Will I take the risk??? <3